I'm with you (Dolan twins fan fiction)

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"Wh- What do you mean it's over?" I asked fear filling my eyes.

"It's over I'm not dealing with this shit anymore! Hope you're happy with Chris now" Grayson said.

"Grayson no please!"

He started to walk to his car.

I ran behind him and hold his arm.

"Grayson you can't leave me like that please! You have to listen."

"I can't leave? Watch this" he said as he jumped into his car.

"Grayson please don't leave me!" I cried running after him but he just drove away. I fell to my knees crying like I was insane.

Grace and my mother walked out of the house and helped me to get up. I felt so weak.

"Shh it's okay Alissa" my mom said as they walked me into the house and to my room.

My mother helped me to get into my pyjamas and laid me into my bed.

"You're going to be fine baby" she said stroking my hair.

I cried myself into sleep.

The whole week passed by and I felt dead. I was never like this before. Grayson had such a big affect on me I couldn't explain. I wasn't eating, going out of the house or talking to anyone.

Grace and my mom were worried about me I heard them speaking every night.

I called Grayson everyday with a little hope that he'd answer and let me explain everything to him. Maybe if he heard the truth he wouldn't be that angry. Maybe he would forgive me. Only maybe if..

But he wasn't answering any of my calls or reading any of my messages. I tried to call Ethan as well and he answered but he told
me that he doesn't want to talk to me anymore.

I lost my boyfriend and my best friend.

I had nothing to loose anymore. I was already lost in my own drama.

"Alissa? Can I come in?" Grace asked knocking on my door.

I don't answered but she came in.

She sat next to me on my bed.

They knew what happened I told them on the first day. They weren't blaming me or making me think that Grayson would forgive me one day. But I don't wanted to talk to anyone except Grayson.

"You're not eating anything since days Alissa, please your mother and I are worried for your health. Come on let's go eat something, I made your favourite pancakes."

"Grace it hurts" I started crying.

She hugged me closely.

"I know sweetheart, I know how much it hurts. But you have to be strong, life goes on with and without Grayson."

I cried more and more. Grace understood that I wasn't going to eat anything so she walked back into the living room where I could here them talking.

"And?" My mother asked

"She's crying."

"I don't think that it's a good idea to take her to the dinner tomorrow."

"I don't think that she's ready to see Grayson either. Maybe I should cancel" Grace said.

"No Grace it's finally time to meet Evans family. But what should we do with Alissa?"