I'm with you (Dolan twins fan fiction)

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(Grayson's Pov)      

Evan took the gun out of John's hand and started to punch him.

Grace was crying. Alissa's mom was fainting.

Everything was getting out of control.

And Alissa, she was laying on the ground. Not moving, her eyes closed.

"Where's the ambulance?!" I screamed.

"Grayson please Grayson" Ethan started to pull me away from her.

"Let go" I said trying to get off his grip.

I heard sirens getting louder and louder. The ambulance was here.

Paramedics ran into the restaurant everything was happening so fast. They ran over to Alissa and looked at her.

A woman kneeled down next to her and felt her pulse.

"Nothing" she whispered to the man next to her. I heard her but I wished that I would be deaf at this moment

They gave her a heart massage and then the woman looked to the man next to her.

She stood up.

"Where's her family?"

"I'm her mother" Mrs Mitchell said crying.

"I'm sorry but we lost her."

The world stopped at this moment. I wasn't moving or crying. Alissa's mother and Grace started to cry louder and louder. I felt like my head was going to explode

Evan was holding Ethan who was also crying.

But I couldn't take it anymore.

"What do you mean we lost her!" I screamed

"Why don't you bring her to the hospital it's your job to keep her alive what do you mean with we lost her now?!" I added.

"Grayson calm down" Evan said trying to pull me but I don't let him.

"Wake up Alissa come on wake up!" I shook her with hope she'd wake up.

"You can't do this to me please open your eyes Alissa please!"

"Grayson come on" Evan said pulling me into his chest.

"Open your eyes Alissa please, you can't die."

Two months passed since that.

Alissa was gone, forever.

I hated myself for calling her these ugly things when I found out about Chris, I hated that I don't spend my last times with her telling her how much I loved her, I hated that she was the one who was shot instead he could've shoot me.

The day Alissa died, I died too. The only difference between us was that I was still breathing.

Her mom was back in Virginia. Grace was living with Evan now she felt alone just like me. John went to jail, the police caught him in the restaurant on that day. Ethan was trying to help me but I knew how much he was hurt. She was his best friend and always there for him. I was always a little jealous of their friendship the way she annoyed him sometimes. Just the thought of her made me smile a little.

I never stopped loving her.

I arrived at her grave it was the first time I visited her now. I was too scared before.

"Hello Alissa, I'm sorry I'm a little late.."

"And I'm sorry I know you're mad at me. God I'm so stupid I wish that I never let you leave, that I always hold you by myself. But it would be a little selfish right? You know what else was selfish? That you left me. I'm alone Alissa, I'm nothing without you. How much do you think that I thought about killing myself after you died huh? I think about it everyday babygirl. But the memories we share are keeping me alive. I know that this isn't an option, you were always telling me that you don't understand those people. I won't do it, don't worry, I'll learn to live for both of us. I never stopped loving you baby."

"Oh and one thing to add Alissa, please know that I'm always with you."

The End.

First of all I want to thank all of you who read this book. It was my first book and I never thought that it would get this much readers. I know that the chapters weren't always the best but I tried my best!! Don't hate me for not giving Alissa and Grayson a happy ending!! They deserved it I know but I think that this end somehow matched to how the story was going.. I would still love to hear feedback from you what you think about this end etc
Love you guys and thanks for everything