pHave yoTo ignore the voices calling your name.
I do, everyday.
Sitting I hear my name.
But know its not real.
Feeling like your slowly losing your mind.
Every waking hour of the day.
Its not fun.
Seeing shadows or people.
Even though others can't see.
Slowly falling till you hit bottom.
My pit seems endless.
There has to be a bottom.
But even I know its just a wish.
Feeling alone in crowds.
Guilty as charged.
Knowing everyone sees you but not really.
People only knowing small details.
Never the full extant of your despair.
But even you don't know that.