The worst feeling is when you lose yourself to the battle inside.
And the demons win for a moment and make you do something you regret.
The feeling of disgust at yourself for hurting yourself.
For doing something you promised yourself you wouldn't do for three months.
Then breaking that promise because of everything you bottled up, busted out.
When you can't even look at yourself in the mirror.
Because you feel like your not seeing yourself, your seeing the person the demons creating.
