The darkness is so tempting.
Knowing that you take a few little pills and it will all be over.
No more judgmental parents, no more felling alone and empty.
No need to avoid looking in mirror, no more skipping meals.
No need to feel fat and ugly cause I'll be gone from all the pressure.
Free to be me, free to do as I please.
These thoughts follow me everywhere.
Even on my so called good days these thoughts pop up.
No more breakdowns and texting my friends to talk me out of swallowing those pills.
These thoughts sound more appealing as the days go on by.
Let's just see if I live long enough to see if I have a happily ever after.
