The Beggining

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I cant believe I let it get this far. It started with a simple conversation. I met you through a group my boyfriend volunteered at. We talked and soon you were my best friend. I did not anticipate the feelings to start. Charles did though. He was jealous of you from the start, Jared.

You see Charles was my boyfriend. He was a sweet and kind man who loved me. I started attending this volunteer group and I first ran into Jared. I should have immedietly run the other direction. The burning electricty, the magnetic pull that Jared had on me was intense. Jared was not only the passion that Charles was not but Jared was also the saftey and love that Charles was. In the start I could be around Jared everyday and not think of the other way things could be, ever. But it eventually became something insanely difficult to do.

It went from laughing at jokes to being unable to look you in the eye. My blush would give me away. If I look into your eyes, Jared, all I can see in my mind was you pulling me to you and wrapping your strong arms around me then kissing me like you had wanted to for so long.

These thoughts never turned to action because we both knew our feelings were sinful. It was morally wrong. We knew that. But it didnt stop us.

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