MY LIFE SINCE 9 YEAR OLD AND UPWARDS

Feeling Happier Already

CHAPTER 4

I started to feel a little bit more relaxed and happier that I had finally told someone what had been happening to me and my sister since we were 9 year old. I had a little smile on my face and so did my sister. my guidance teacher Mr Arnold and the female one miss sulliaven understood what we were going through and why I didn't want to really do anything at school but I told them that hopefully it would change now as I don't have to life with guilt anymore. miss sulliaven walked me and my sister up to our class that we were in and spoke to our teacher outside and then come over to me and asked if it would be okay to go back down at the end of that class to speak to the police as they had to inform them I says yes and started to talk to my mates.

my best friend asked me where I was and I told her that I was just sorting someone out as I didn't want to tell her I'm class when there were other people looking and listening to what I was saying. I told her that I would speak to her tomorrow about it before school started. I got to guidance after that class had finished and I see the police standing inside guidance waiting for me to arrive.

I slowly knocked on the door and entered the guidance office when miss sulliaven had told me that everything was alright they are just there to ask a few questions there it going to hurt you they made sure that I had one female police as well as a male just to make matters bit safer. The police had asked if I wanted to do it on my own or have someone come in and sit with me I wanted to be really brave and do it on my own but I couldn't so I asked for miss sulliaven to come in with me. We went to a quiet room and I sat down beside miss sulliaven and began to say to the police what I had told guidance I told them that it happened to me and my sister. I told them that I know it was a serious aligation to be throwing about and that if it was wrong it would be a waste of police time but I knew I was telling the truth I didn't hesitate to tell them anything. I just want it to be over and done with even though I know it wouldn't be done as quick as that miss sulliaven made sure that I was okay and that I was aloud to stop when I wanted to but I didn't I just kept going to they got every piece of information then they got a statement from my sister but I was aloud to sit inside with her as wanted me to.

By the time we had both finished speaking to the police it was about 4 my mum was phoning the school and asking where we were and the school had told her that we were on our way home as we had something to Catch up on they never told her who was dropping us off or anything even though I knew the police would as they would be wanting to speak to mum and dad.

Before leaving the school I thanked my guidance teachers once again for there help and told them that I would come see them tomorrow morning first thing before class and went home with her police. my mum was watching out the window when she saw me and linking in the back of a car she come down stairs with my dad and asked who the people were when I just ran upstairs to my room. My dad tried to run after me when the police says to just leave me it been a hard day for her just let her be. The police come into the house and spoke to my mum and dad when they were raging I heard them from my room shouting I'm going to kill him.

The police had advised them not to do anything as it was make matter worse my dad come to see if I was okay he was in tears which then made me cry where my sister on the other hand stayed with my mum. I just couldn't face it all I wanted to do was sit in a corner off my room and cry with the piano and with everything I just didn't want to be here anymore but I pushed myself and says to be brave for my sister and my family. the police come through and asked if I was okay when I got up and no says yes I will be thank you they told my mum and dad that they would be in touch and left. My mum being my mum went right on the phone to my uncle which was here within seconds and gave me a cuddle as I was close to him. I just kept wanting to hold my dad.

I just wanted to make sure that I was going to be okay that night I couldn't fall asleep with everything going on my dad come through asleep and cuddled me in and stayed with me until I fell asleep. I finally fell asleep and woke back up during the night screaming stay away don't come near me or my sister I was having a dream about what had happened last. my dad come rushing through and says it was going to be okay and it finally fell back asleep.