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14

yoongi had woken up in the middle of the night crying, cause he had a bad dream that wasn't exactly a 'dream'.

jin signed as he turned on the lights grabbing yoongi bringing him to his own room so the crying wouldn't wake up namjoon.

yoongi held onto jin tightly once they were on his bed and laid his head on his chest, feeling a bit better from the skin contact.

" do you want milk love, or anything at all" he slowly laid yoongi down onto his bed but once jin was sitting up yoongi immediately grabbed onto his waist keeping him from leaving. ( though he wasn't)

" pacifier"

jin looked around and saw yoongis pacifier on the edge of the drawer and leaned over yoongi trying not to go over him to get the darn thing.

he finally got it " there we go" he made sure it didn't have any small pieces of fuzz on it.

he slipped it in yoongis small mouth, immediately closing his eyes.

it definitely calmed him.

" should've taught of that before" he mumbled to no one in particular.

he sucked on it and moved around a bit, to be comfortable. he was playing with jins hands, slowly falling asleep.

" goodnight yoongi"

he slowly got up, making sure to not wake up yoongi, covering his body with the thin blankets and walked out.

how was hoseok doing?

hoseok wasn't home at this time of night, instead he was out with the same women who put him in the mood he was right now.

he was angry, jealous fucking upset at the most. he was walking around town with the women holding his hand. he didn't really give a shit right now. he didn't give a shit about her anymore.

" why are you being like this" she stopped walking causing hoseok to stop, he just looked at her and gave a smile chuckle.

" you ruined what i could've had...you ruined what i could've had" he yelled at her, she stepped back a little.

" did i ruin it? or did you?" she whispered as she linked arms with his, continuing to walk.

that's who she was. she didn't give a shit whether hoseok loved her or not. their relationship wasn't like that. it was never like that!

" this is the real you hoseok, why are you denying that? you would have never been good enough for him anyways. his too good for you. too innocent for you. better then you, and you know what. the whole idea of you being a good "daddy" is never going to work out for you, because you're worthless. useless. that boy is better off without you. you're better off without him. i understand you. do you remember? that's why we're together"

hoseok shook his head, it wasn't true. he could change. he could do anything he wants. anything at all.

" no! no it isn't like that! i love him. i fucking do. you don't know that but i do."
he yelled at her; pushing her off of him.

" then why are you still here? why? if you love him so dam much. break up with me!" she yelled. ( that's the thing hoseok never did love her.) she wasn't crying, she wasn't upset. she was mad that she was losing the only person she could control. the only person she could downgrade with her words.

" fuck you. we're through. you were only a trashy slut anyways." hoseok walked away leaving the girl to process what happened.

// some shit happened to the chapter so i had to republish it

wow. that took a turn.

this also so crappy i'm crying.

i got no wifi. i'm using my data but it's still crappy. i'm so tired also.