change → chris schistad (skam)

+eleven+

[lowercase intended wherever it is]

[listen to dead by madison beer by the end of the chapter if you want to be left sobbing because same]

//mental and masochistic//

[Monday 10:17 am]

"When did Isak and Sara become a thing? I never saw that one coming." I asked Eva as I walked over to her, Noora, and Christina. I leaned against the table opposite of them and glanced at Isak who was stuffing his tongue down Sara's throat in the middle of a free period. A lot had changed since winter break. After Chris and I stopped talking, I started talking to Alex and he was a great guy. He was very kind and he complimented me on things Chris would normally look over, like my makeup and outfit. I enjoyed spending time with him and he never ditched me to hang out with the other Yakuza guys. It was March now and the bus meetings were beginning to get more frequent since first year was over in 3 months. 

"Me either. According to Jonas, she gave him a blowjob on the toilet." Eva shrugs running her fingers through her now short ginger hair. It looked good on her and gave her a more refreshing young look. 

"How does giving someone a blowjob on the toilet make them together?" Christina asks scrapping the remaining bits of her yogurt. They began to branch off into their own conversations and I merely nodded to let them know I was listening which I honestly was not.

"Isn't it sick how they got together?" Vilde and Sana asked stopping briefly to look at Isak and  Sara who've yet to break the kiss. Sana walked over to where I was sitting and gave me a slight hug. I hugged back and made some space for her to sit.

"You look pretty Sana" I smiled at her and she smiled back at me. She did look very pretty, she had done dark makeup and it went well with her outfit. All the girls actually had a nice spring glow and had stunning outfits. Noora, however, looked different now, with her thick black jacket covering over her white t-shirt. I don't know why she would wear that jacket over it, it was spoiling the look honestly. 

"Guys I have fantastic news," Vilde spoke out to us fishing through her bag. She pulls out a fresh packet and opens it eagerly awaiting our answer. Vilde oddly always seemed to have gum on her. It's like she never ate anything else.

"Well.." Sana egged her on making big waving motions with her hands. We all turned to Vilde waiting for her to spit it out.

"We got a sponsor! I have acquired Brun og Bild!" Vilde cheered smiling brightly and clapping her hands excitedly.

Noora's jaw dropped and her eyes widened. I looked at her and Vilde trying to evaluate whether Noora was pleasantly shocked or displeased.

"We can't have Brun og Bild as a sponsor. They're extremely sexist and they've set ridiculous standards among women. Have you seen their billboards around Oslo? By having them as sponsors we're contributing to an insane amount of inhumane body pressure." Noora scuffed repeatedly shaking her head at the idea.

"Noora. They're our only sponsor. The logo will be small, like really tiny. Right here." Vilde pointed to a small spot on the shoulder using her index and thumb to indicate the size of the logo. Noora crossed her arms and pressed her lips into a firm line. I get where Noora is coming from but at the same time, we need to have a sponsor for our bus or we won't have any money to even enjoy russ. However, Noora is a strong minded individual so she knows what she wants. Convincing her will not be easy at all. I hope she understands that it's for the good of the bus.

[Monday 3:20 pm]

"Isn't that your new boyfriend?" Eva winks at me and I turn my head to Alex's tall figure leaning against his expensive car. He looks at me intensely from across the courtyard and I bit my lip at him.