change → chris schistad (skam)

+sixteen+

[lowercase intended wherever it is]

// recalcitrant and rambunctious //

[Wednesday 8:26]

Is it bad to have everything in the world but still feel like it's not enough?

Why is it that I live a stupidly privileged life but still feel like I am of those oppressed in the streets?

Is it worth having a big house, a boyfriend, amazing friends and an obnoxious family if I don't know who I am?

I slam my laptop down and toss the heavy metal across my bed. I watch as it lands against a throw pillow only a few inches from my feet.

I groan and push my hair back in my hands. I rest my head in hands and stare down at my thighs that we're becoming thicker by the day with my unhealthy eating habits.

I pick up my phone and read through the texts covering the lockscreen sighing deeply at the repeated messages.

[russbus babes x]

[christina berg x 7:38]
WHY DID YOU GET SUSPENDED

[noora bubbah 7:39]
srsly C!

[evaa, my love 7:45]
We were going to skype yesterday but you weren't answering your texts

[sana baby 7:46]
guys, I'm almost @ school

[elleville vildee 7:46]
i see you Sana

[noora bubbah 7:47]
camilla can't relate ^^

I roll my eyes at the rest of the texts which is simply the girls talking about which class they had and their disapproval in my misbehavior.

I tap on my keyboard thinking deeply about what I was going to say to them.

[me 8:30]
i woke up a while ago,
i didn't mean to get suspended.
everyone at nissen is over dramatic af,
bitch had it coming,
skype later, if my parents don't piss themselves

[sana baby 8:30]
you're so dumb lmaoooo

[evaa, my love 8:30]
^

[me 8:31]
don't you have class, stop texting!
delinquents !

[noora bubbah 8:31]
funny, coming from the suspended one!

I smile down at the texts and shake my head at the childish banter I always shared with the girls. A notification covers my screen and I my eyes light up at the sight.

[christoffer 8:32]
you're actually shit at texting back
don't think i won't facetime you in
the middle of advanced literature

A giggle falls from my mouth and I look up at the door to see if anyone was watching me laugh at Chris's stupid messages. The worse thing was getting caught laughing at your phone. Especially by your pissed off father.

[christoffer 8:32]
leaving me on read?
i'll press the button!

[me 8:33]
listen here, mister.
my dad got hella pissed off yesterday
threatened to take my phone and
a bunch of extra shit