Ambiguous Writings

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Chapter 3

Guidance has always been around us,
no not those youtube videos,
not those blogs
written by famous celebrities,
I'm talking about mother nature itself .

Pay attention to the
things & elements
that don't breathe,
as they are more than just
a piece of rock,
a water droplet,
a breeze of wind
or a flame that's lit on a candle stick

Be like Earth,
They can come in an abundance,
& also
be stranded alone
as a pebble in a fishtank.
Despite every flaw that exists,
they remain
unbeaten & unbending .
overflowing
with confidence
and patience,
straightforward and always,
staying true to themselves,
even if it means that
they'll lose
some parts of them
throughout the journey,
they still remained faithful
to themselves .

If someone happens to throw you far away
or abandon you
at the side of the road,
don't give up in existing .
Don't let society break or change who you were
or who you really are,
you'll grow distant from feeling comfortable
in your own skin .

Be like water,
shapeless and undefined
Be free, yet collected
and
conscious .
They can be formless
yet be solid, they can be still
in one moment
yet they can be
a massive tidal wave
that's travelling at 60 miles per hour,
obliterating everything
in it's path
and claiming
thousands of lives
in mere seconds .

From being able to adapt into different
extreme temperatures,
to being separated and drained,
to being in a form to being formless,
learn to adapt
& no obstacles
in life,
will faze you
Learn that there'll be times when you have
to change
or lose some things in life,
even parts of yourself in order to
continue existing .
Don't let the result of what you've done,
be the reminder of your own power, strength
or capability .

Be like wind,
Forgiving yet able to destroy homes,
robbing lives
as hurricanes
tornadoes
Despite the monstrosity within it,
we still enjoy
the passing
of a cool breeze
during a hot day .
Knowing fully well that the very element
that gives us comfort,
also bringing forth
destruction .

Understand that in life, it's okay to be underestimated,
to be taken for granted, to be blamed or to be complimented .
There will be times when you have to
change your form or
your direction as you live .
Break ups or the death of a loved one
is not a reason
for you to
jump of a bridge or a cliff, learn to accept
the reality of living .
Cherish
the things & people that brings you joy .
Realise that we're capable of finding strength
in places and even in people .

Be like a burning flame,
Though they may
burn buildings down,
they can also be the aid
for the explorers
in Antartica where
heat & warmth
is scarce .
A flame's existence
can either be both
a threat or a lifesaver .
Their definition & purpose,
are both
merciless yet merciful .

Just because you fit in, it doesn't mean
that you belong there .
Learn that we humans, were never meant to be defined into some adjectives
from the dictionaries.
Learn to be merciful towards others,always make the best out of every opportunity
that comes by .
Be cautious of yourself, the words you say alone are more than enough to be the reason a
teenage girl
is slitting her own wrist

seek knowledge & guidance
&
it shall also
find it's way
to you

; Engku

May peace be upon you, fellow readers ☁️
This is probably the
longest writing I've ever published so
I'd really appreciate it
if you guys tell me your thoughts about it ,
(example: should I keep my writings short or long / should I keep writing or should I stop)

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