My Story

chapter 3

The next morning I got up and slipped on a sweat shirt and a pair of  sweat pants. I thought if I wear baggy clothes no one could tell I'm fat,right?

I pushed though the double doors of what they call school(I like to call it hell but that's just my opinion) I slowly walked to my locker trying to ignore people stares and laughs.

"Skylar!" I tured around and saw my boyfriend,kyle in an uncrowded hallway. I walked over there,confusion plasterd on my face. why was he in an hallway with no people around, me and kyle were the cutest couple In school so we should be where everybody would see.

"What's Up?" I Asked lightly Setting my Books On My hip.
"Look, he started I'm sorry but this, he pointed to him then me can't work anymore."my heart sank. "Why what did I do?" I asked tears slowly slipping on my cheeks

"It's not you it's me."he said putting his hands on my shoulders trying to comfort me. Then he laughed. I jumped in surprise "it's not me it's you." "what?" I choked out tears streaming down my face "I'm sorry,but your fat." his finger poked my stomach and he laughed

I pushed my books at him and ran away. I ran all the way home never stopping once. When I got home I jumped on my bed and cried till there was nothing left.

I lost everything my body,my boyfriend and my only best friend (who moved away before but still she counts) for a little while I just layed there staring at the ceiling like an answer was going to pop out.

Then it did. I went to the bathroom and grabbed my toothbrush. For breakfast today I had a double chocolate chip muffin and a hot chocolate. "Time to puke that up." I thought to myself.

I shoved the toothbrush down my throat and started to gag. then I did it a second time but I went deeper untill finally i threw it up. My throat burned but it was like i could feel my stomach get a little skinnyer. Then I walked out of the bathroom and cried myself to sleep.