My Story

chapter 4

I walked into the empty classroom. I wanted to be there early so I wouldn't have to be stared and laughed at. I sat in my chair and pulled out my phone.

I strolled though instagram trying to ignore pictures of me compared to a hippo. "Skylar?" I looked up and saw Mrs.cat strolling in."your here early." she said as she set a light blue binder down.

"Uh yeah my mom had to leave for work early and I didn't want to walk." I lied."oh." she said as she tured around and starting Writing the agenda.

The rest of the day was a blur as usual. It's hard to pay attention when other people are paying attention to your stomach.

I went home and saw that someone had requested to follow me. Her name was alena. She had mid-length curly blonde hair and sparkling blue eyes.

The old skylar would have said "I'm way prettier than her,but this skylar doesn't want to lie to herself. After I decided to follow her she sent me a text.
"Hey skylar I hear people are saying some crap about you,if you want to talk meet me at stone street coffee shop at 2:00."

I typed back "ok see you then."
I tured my phone off and went down stairs. I roamed though the cupboards before settling on a bag of chips and a soda. I quickly stuffed it all into my mouth while watching the next top model.

I wish I could be skinny like them. I glanced at my stomach. Tears starting to form in my eyes. I went up stairs to the bathroom and grabbed my toothbrush again.

I liked throwing up it made me think if I keep doing this I'll have the perfect body in no time and everybody will just forget about me being the chubby girl. At least I hope.