if we're going to
communicate through writing poems,
then be it.
our relationship was toxic,
i'm glad you ended it,
i wasn't when i still loved you,
but all i feel is stupid now.
everybody still tells me,
"he wants you bad"
well too bad for him.
i'm not going to
waste my tears
and drown in them
or ask you to come back.
i did that.
i did that so many damn times.
every time you said
"no"
"f off"
something like that along the lines
and i tried my best to get over you
and our so called "love"
and i have finally succeeded.
the way you talk about him
makes me mad.
you have no idea what he's going through.
you keep twisting the truth
telling everyone that he's the one telling you to kill yourself.
i saw everything.
i read everything.
so why lie?
what do you have against him.
against me?
i'm so tired of drama
i'm so tired of people being fake and lying all the damn time.
i'm so tired of people coming back after they leave me lying in the trash.
so cutting it off
is my way to end a lot of things now.
