lying on my bed and staring at the ceiling
wrapped up in my blankets but i'm not feeling the heat
got so much on my mind
got so much of you on my mind.
trapped inside these walls,
my thoughts remind me of my feelings.
and now i start to think
what if we were still together?
maybe things would be better.
but i realize it's impossible to feel any happier
with you than with him.
i bet it hurts,
i wish you didn't hurt
i wish you knew that i still care for you
but i need to cut you off
because of so many reasons.
if i don't think about you
maybe then
i won't feel how I felt
back then
towards you.
A/N- hi beautiful readers:) i hope you like this book so far, i basically just write whenever I feel like it and when i can't control emotions in my head. except this one that you just read was kind of random haha so it doesn't really relate to me too much like the others; but I hope you liked it. thanks for reading !!
