The Introvert Meets The Dying Girl

Maddie, I Love You Always

"To my forever, my significant other, my partner, my love my life and my everything. I love you, I loved you then and I love you now. I have always loved you the most. I will always love you even if someone will give me reasons to let you go. I will still deeply love you in the future. You're the one I want for the rest of my life, I can already imagine reaching our goals someday and building a family for you and for me, you're my home. I will make you breakfast in bed, I will support you in every decision you make, I will learn to love your interests, I will sing you a lullaby when you can't sleep, I will always give you messages and make you midnight snacks I will give you random kisses anywhere and every time. I will always be there for you. I will take you to places we've never been to before. I will never go a day without telling you how much I love you. I will be strong and hold on to us. I will fight for you and for us. There are still a lot of "will"'s, but one thing for sure is, I will spend my life with you till the day I lost my breath. If only there is still life after death, I'd still be looking for ways to spend it with you. That's how much I love you. And, I know you've been scared the past few day because of my condition getting worse but let me clear that for you. You are my walking ray of sunshine since day one. You you set me free in my comfort zone and bring the best out of me. You give me hopes that there is more to life. Thank you for staying through my highs and lows. You are one of a kind. Literally, you gave me the rainbow I am wishing to have for so long. I feel like we're really good for each other like we are now but sometimes, I doubt myself for that one day, I can no longer see you I am afraid that i can no longer make you feel butterflies that I've given to you like before. I am afraid that those "three powerful words" will no longer have meaning for you because i am no longer there to say it. I am afraid that one day, you'll get tired of keeping your promise and leave our kids. I am afraid that one day, you'll choose other stuffs in life over them and most importantly, I am afraid that someone new will fill the happiness in your life that i failed to give But Maddie throughtout my entire life i always tell to myself that I love you, you're the only person I could ask for to be with me from time to time, every second of everyday. It's you who I would want to hold and touch. I want to be the person that proves to you that there is no one in this world that loves you more than me and desires you to be happy. I want to keep reminding you every day to love yourself before me, never give up on yourself until you see yourself the way I see you. You're a great, worthy, extraordinary, special, lovely, kind and hardworking person. I want to hold your hand when you're on your struggle, I want to be your shoulder to cry on when nothing goes right for you and i want to be that someone who could make you feel okay instantly. And my love for you is more powerful than my fears. I will love you more than you can imagine. I cannot give you the world, but ill always give you my world. I'll stay as long as i can no matter where this universe takes us. And I'm sorry if I will no longer be there when things get hard and rough but if only it's possible to survive this illness ill find my way and be there in an instant, I would have done it already. And, you know what? You're the first person I want to tell how my day went. The only person I want to talk with at the middle of the night till I fall asleep, the first person I'll give morning kisses everyday in my entire life the only person I want to hug when I'm sad. At the end of the day, I'll always have this desire to be with you already, that's why I call you home because you are my home. I dont know if you're aware of this, but you radiate love and life wherever you go. I am thankful to you for giving me the chance to love you and I feel so lucky for making you feel how muchI love me. You are worth someone to keep and that's what will I do, I promise, I will keep you forever. I will hold your heart and take good care of it for its my duty to love Wifey..

But we are all aware that in just a span of 4 months my time will be up. Forgive me Maddie i know i promise not to leave you for i did all the best that i can to live it, It wasnt my intention to leave you it just happen that my time will be up sonner or later but please do tell Blake and Blaze to be old enough to face this things And tell them to study hard and be the best that they can on their chosen fields, live your life to the fullest just like what i did Wifey if ever you'll fall in love again open your heart It will be hard for me to accept yes, but ill always watch you from above be happy Maddie promise me? till we meet again Wifey always remember that IloveYou i always had and always will... FOREVER

P.S. This has been a wonderful and blissful life with you Maddie thank you for loving me unconditionally and for being there whenever i need you and I am Isabel Beatriz Paras de Leon Happily Married with Madeleine Yrenea Acosta Madayag-de Leon signing off  😍😘

XOXO  💋