The Introvert Meets The Dying Girl

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BEA

Its been three weeks since i did that stupid thing in my entire life... i dont know what the heck what i was thinking when i confess to Maddie that i like her...maybe she's thinking that im a weird person since were both girls but hell im not prepared for her actions that night...

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right after i told Maddie that i like her she just look at me like she's search my entire soul to see if im joking or maybe ill laugh but heck i did not cause the truth is i really like Maddie, few more second had passed when she decide to talk...

" Thanks Bei, you know your the first ever person told me that you like me not everyone seem to understand how i feel but your one of a kind even though your annoying sometimes cause your too talkative you make it to the point that you just shut your mouth and observe. Im not answering you cause im not sure about this kind of relationship but dont worry ill keep my promise as long as you promise to be treated and get better" i was in a dazed because of what Maddie said besides from Jhoanna siya ung pangalawang tao na hindi ako jinudge nung nagconfess ako ng feelings ko for them after what she said napatingin kameng sa kalangitan and saw the stars shining brightly up there it feels so magical but at the same time i feel blessed dahil sa sinabi ni Maddie im pretty ill convince my parents para ipagamot ako...

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Naging ok lang si Maddie after that night pero ako i felt awkward crawled on my body, Maddie's gradually changing naging mas sociable na siya unlike before, pwede mo na ding siyang ayain magmall, magpunta sa mga bar or simply have coffee with you a totally different version of Maddie i was on my way sa parking lot when i saw a familiar figure at mukhang ginugulo siya ng mga lalaki hell is that...

" JHOANNA!!!!! can you leave her alone? or else ill call the guards." pananakot ko sa kanila at mukha naman tumalab yon dahil dali-dali silang umalis..

" B..bea why did you do that? saka nakalabas ka na pala sa hospital ok ka na ba ?" sunod sunod nyang sabi what's with her eh three weeks ago pa ko nakalabas 

" Im fine already Jho, where have you been i was out three weeks ago saka bakit ka ba ginugulo ng mga lalaki yung if im not mistaken you have a claustrophobia kaya nga you never try to commute diba? your car is convertible nabubuksan yung hood so what's with that?" dont get me wrong guys naging girlfriend ko siya kaya alam ko ung gantong bagay...

" haha i was absent for the past three weeks nagkaroon lang ng emergency kaya ganun so i heard sa rumor na you confess to another girl and dont you deny it Bea, i know your actions so who is she???" gad this probably Deanna's doing grabe talaga yun...

" Remember Madeleine, yung partner ko sa isang activity ni Mr. Gonzaga she that girl, well i better get going Jho i have some other matter to attend to, if ever anyone bother you again call the guards lang ok? dont let yourself have some phobia attack you know its dangerous :) see you around Jho"  i was about to walk to my car when she back hugged me, i was stunned by her actions di ganito ka ardent si Jho sa feelings niya special PDA's its not Jhoanna Louisse Maraguinot thing ...

" Just this once Bea, let me hugged you di kita magawang yakapin nung inatake ka kase you called so much attention from the crowd since i was a claustrophobic i decide to move out, I miss the warm of your body Bea, i miss the old us..."  ung huling sinabi nya ay may diin so anong gusto nyang iparating sakin?? i was about to answer her pero i heard a slammed car door at humarurot na kotse if im not mistaken si........... MADDIE yun

MADDIE

 Three weeks! three freaking weeks ng hindi ako normal na natutulog, three weeks ng magulo yung isipan ko three weeks ko ng pinagiisipan kung im freaking straight o a bisexual heck i really hate that annoying BEA!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh i heard a running footsteps si Daddy siguro napalakas siguro yung sigaw ko, have i told you na medyo nagiging sociable na ko naguusap na din kame ni Daddy ng matagal over dinner minsan kapag trip namin will go to the mall para dun kumaen, im seeing my Dad smiling and laughing again its been a long time since were like this...