Controlled by Mr. Alpha

Chapter 1

"Don't" I warn my eyes turning a gold colour as I stare right into his eyes, he couldn't do this. He couldn't just pick her over me, not when we both decided we'd reject our mates for each other.

Rejecting your mate will be hard of course, plus it will take time for us to heal. Though I knew we could do it, if we stuck together. I love him, nothing can be stronger then that.

Hearing him telling me that he wanted to accept his mate when he found her crushed me, i felt like he just ripped my heart out and threw it at me.

"Edith.. baby"

"Don't baby me right now!" I yell as I shake my head looking away from him, a small sigh leaves his lips as I take a deep breath. "I can't not have you" I whisper tears blurring my vision, why couldn't we just be mates?

We both loved each other, why wasn't that enough? Why couldn't the moon goddesses make us mates.

"I know, I love you Edith I really do" he reassured me as he walks over taking my small hands in his large ones.

Harry was next in line to be alpha of our pack, his athletic build and blond hair with bright blue eyes made all the girls drool over him.

Every guy wanted to be him and every girl wanted to have him. I have him, but once his mate comes into the picture. I didn't want him because he was the soon to be alpha, like some other girls wanted him for.

I wanted him because I was truely in love with him, I've known him my whole life. We've always been super close, he was the love of my life. I didn't see how a mate could change that.

My wolf hated me for being with him but I've learnt to ignore her, why couldn't we pick our mates? Not have them picked for us.

"I know you do" I whisper taking another deep breath, being a werewolf had its disadvantages. This was one of them.

"I won't okay, when she comes I'll tell her I don't want her. I'll reject her. You and me, we can be together"

His words brought a smile to my face as I give his hands a squeeze, was he picking me? Did he want me? Of course he did he just told me he'd reject his mate for me.

I felt guilty but I was also extremely happy, I look up meeting his eyes again. My eyes had gone back to their green colour, a bright smile appeared on his lips as he pushed some of my blonde hair behind my ear.

I felt safe, I felt loved. He could always do that, make me feel safe and loved. I don't know how, but he could

"Thank you" I squeal wrapping my arms tightly around his neck, his arms wrap around my small frame as his face nuzzles against my neck, right where my mate would of marked me.

"You and me, forever" he whispers making me giggle softly, this was how it was supposed to be.

"You and me, forever" I repeat as I cuddle into him more, I didn't want to believe he'd hurt me. I trust him and he trusts me. Even though we are going against being with our soul mates this felt so right, being in his arms felt right.

Jason's POV

"Yeah bye" I mumble putting my arm over my eyes to block the midday sun, it was twelve pm and I had only just woken up. The door shuts and I let out a loud groan as I roll onto my stomach.

The girl who just left my bedroom was one of the many girls I somehow manage to get to sleep with me. One of the simple girls, who are just happy with sex then leave.

Maybe annoy you for a while about wanting a relationship, but they get over that pretty quick and are happy with just sex.

Being the alpha of one of the most feared packs was stressful, I needed to relax somehow. But why don't I wait for my mate? Simple, a mate means weakness. Your enemies would use your mate against you, threaten to kill her or torture her.

Let's just say when I do find my mate, she'll be rejected right on the spot. No discussions about it, I didn't want her. I had everything I needed.

"What!" I snap as a knock comes on my door, I swear they don't know how to leave me alone.

"A-alpha you've been in bed all morning... you are wanted downstairs" a trembling voice came from behind the door making me roll my eyes, as I roll back onto my back. I heard footsteps outside my door quickly making their way down the hall and down the steps.

Groaning I decided to get out of bed, I was still naked from last nights events. As I got up to grab clothes my wolf started bugging me, for a year now he's been trying to talk me out of rejecting our mate.

It won't happen though and he needs to learn to except that, I don't need some weakness in my way. I don't need a pathetic Luna, my pack only needs me. I protect them now, they are all still alive, that's what matters.

A/n: This isn't edited but please tell me yours thoughts!