The Beautiful Disaster Of Love 20: Living A Lie

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Author's Note: Picture Of Casey Marshall InThe Multimedia Area

~Chris' POV~

“I want to do this right I want our baby to be raised in a two parent home”I say looking straight into Casey's eyes

“So what are you saying?” she says looking anxious

“That we should try to make this work for the sake of our child”

“Okay” she says with tears in her eyes

“You should move in with me” I say blankly

“When”

“Today” I say

“Today?”

“Yeah”

“Okay” She asks “Do you miss her?”

“W-what?”

“Do you miss her? Your girlfriend?”

“I'm not going to lie to you because there's no point...yes I miss her like crazy I miss so much it hurts”

She grabs my hands holding them in hers “I can make all that hurt go away” she whispers

“No, you can't, nothing can ever get me over that pain and the pain I caused”

“This is a blessing in disguise”

“You think so?”

“Yeah, we're going to bring a beautiful baby into the world soon enough”

“Your right about my baby is going to be beautiful”

“Our baby” she corrects me

“Yeah” I say nodding my head

Casey moves in rather quickly since all of Asiah's stuff is gone I don't like it I feel like I'm cheating on her all over again expect this time I'm lonelier and sober.

“This is going to look great right here don't you think so babe?” Casey says pointing to a picture she but on the mantel, that once held a picture of Asiah and I at the beach on our first official date I want to the throw Case's picture to the ground but instead I put on a grin on my face smiling at the mother of my child because I know that's the right thing to do.

“I can't believe were going to living together” she squeals

“Me either”

“We can turn this guess room into the baby's nursery”

“Yup”

“Something wrong, babe?”

“I'm just tired” I say faking yawning to protect her feelings

“I was thinking a pale blue for the bedroom, what do you think?”

“Whatever you want” I say honestly

“Aww, thanks sweetie” she stands on her tippy toes to kiss my cheek

Going nowhere fast. We’ve reached the climax.

We’re together now we’re undone.

Won’t commit so we choose to run away.

Do we separate?

Don’t wanna give in so we both gave up.

Can’t take it back. It’s too late.

We’ve reached the climax, climax.

Starts singing from my pocket I take my phone out and answer it “Hello”

“Sup my nigga” Wiz Khalifa say through my iphone

“Damn ain't heard from you in a hot minute”

“Yeah, I've been busy aye you, Tyga, and Kevin, got to come through”

“For what?”

“To smoke with a nigga y'all my niggas”

I hesitat for a minute

“Oh, wait you got to ask ol' girl permission...how's Asiah anyway?”

“Good, I guess we broke up”

“For real aye hook a brutha up”

“Nigga your engaged and besides you not her type”

“I'm young, fine, and rich I'm very woman's type” he chuckles

“Whatever, look I'm hit up T-Raw and Kev and we see there soon”

“That's what's up” he says

“Deuces”

“Deuces”

“Who was that?” Casey asks getting defensive

“Wiz Khalifa he wants to lay down some tracks”

“For that sounds of that conversation it sound like you were talking about Asiah?” she says putting her hands on her hips

“Yeah, for a minute”

“I don't want her name mention in my house!” she screams

“I don't know what your trippin' for but you need to chill with all this attitude I'mma head to the studio and I’ll be back later”

“No, your not” she says rolling her neck

I lick my lips “I'mma not gonna fight with you I need to go to the studio, me making music is how we're going to raise this baby or would you rather us be broke” I say

She just stares at me for a long moment “A'ight but when I call you you betta pick up your phone”

I shrug it off

“Do you hear me Christopher?” she yells

I cringe as she screams my name “Listen I don't know who you think you--”

“The woman carrying the thing that could ruin your career”

“Are you for real right now? I'm leave before I say or do something stupid” I say walking away from her

There is smoke everywhere I'm sitting in between Kevin and Wiz

“The woman carrying the thing that could ruin you career..those were her exact words I swear”

“What you say after that?” Tyga asks

“I told that I'm leave before I say or do something stupid”

“You did the right thing man” Kev says

“Do you even know it's the kid's your?” Wiz asks passing the blunt to Tyga

I shrug "Not reall"

“You need to get that broad to back up until you know it's your” he says

“I agree with Wiz” Tyga says passing it to me

I take a long drag exhaling the smoke slowly I'm starting to feel more and more relax by the second

“It sounds like you living a lie” Wiz says

I nod my head passing the blunt to Kevin

“Living a lie” I echo

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