My Bully Wants To What???? (A Ray Ray Love Story)

Chapter Twelve

  Chresanto's P.O.V

I can not believe what I had just heard. Did I hear him correctly or are my ears deceiving me. I look at him, then I look at Craig and Jacob and they both are looking at me with the same shocked expression like I have right now.

Jacob: Wait wait wait wait wait wait nigga are you serious?

Craig: When did your ass come up with this new revelation?

Ray: I know it's crazy but after I held those girls, I didn't want to let them go or let anyone lay a fucking finger on their head. This is straight out of the blue I get it but I felt a connection that I never had with my father and it came out once I saw RiRi and YaYa. I wanted to be their for not just them but for Terreasa. Be there to help her with the twins bond with them and be able to learn how to be a father.

Me: Well let me ask you this and it is going to depend on how you answer my question right here right now. Why do you deserve to have that type of position in my cousin and God Daughters life?

Ray: I don't deserve to be in that position. But in the boot camp I want to earn my self respect, earn the trust and earn the chance to be better for myself and for those three beautiful treasure. I want to earn and win their hearts and do everything in my power to keep the position when I do.

Me: Bro..... that's all I needed to hear. You have my blessings to pursue the coarse. But first things first, you have to get yourself right and while doing that learn the ends on children and be there for Mommy 24/7. When everyone see the progress with your boot camp the therapy and how you handle the kids you will have supporter from the men because Aunty and the girls already are on board with the support so we got to get it right. But also we have to do this together.

Ray: (Tears up a little bit and wipes it away) Thank you, so much Bro.

Me: (Grabs Ray and Jacobs shoulders) You're welcome. Let's pray before we go downstairs. Pastor Crippen lead us

Craig: (Grabs Jacob and Ray shoulders as they huddle up in a circle) You got it Deacon August. Bow you heads and close your eyes.

Kanisha's P.O.V

I go upstairs to get the boys since uncle Mike asked me to. And as I get ready to knock on the door I here Craig's voice.

Craig: Eternal God, our father, we thank you for waking us up this morning and we thank you for the blessings you give us when we don't deserve it. We thank you for the chance to redeem ourselves for the shame we not only brought to ourselves and our family father God but also to you, and for that we ask you with humble hearts to forgive us for our sins and ask for forgiveness for the people we have hurt and for those who have hurt us. We ask for your guidance and strength as we get ready to begin a new start and lord we also thank you with great Joy for the awesome news of my brother having his siblings back in his life for good and he knows it's undeserving but the fact that he can see that there are great people who live through you and only want to help and lead us back into your light father God helps not just him but for all of us to be better in ourselves and is a stepping stone to a fresh start. And lord we also ask and plead for eternal healing for all of us for we all have pain in each and every one of us and we pray that we can become better with not holding it in but letting it out and express our selves and our pain differently instead of hurting the people we love and cherish. Father help us become better young men better role model especially for the little angels in the next room that are sleeping. Help us to be protectors for the women we love and care for and especially for Ray as he takes a big step in this new beginning Guide him and all of us through as we have a purpose and a mission. We ask you, we thank you, and we love you in the name of Jesus, as we end this with your prayer