The Skater: On The Streets

Depression

(sorry halloween will be next chapter this one just sounded better.)

( September 16th)

- Yia's P.O.V -

I laid in my bed room thinking. Matthew is a lying asshole who i just cant be with any more. I saw him at the mall with Gwen. The worst part is he didn't see me. I had enough of his bull shit. I don't deserve this.

I pulled out my phone and saw a text from a number that I didn't have. I clicked on it to read it. As I read it I didn't know whether to be sad or in rage.

Just give up you're not good enough. I'm giving you one chance to leave him you dont want him cheating on you again do you?

I knew they were talking about Matthew but again? Was it Gwen? I laid down on my bed and remembered something I use to use alot.

I went over to my dresser and opened the top compartment. Options flooded the cubby. I dug around until I found the one I liked most.

This was my first one I had gotten from an eye liner sharpener. It was still stained with old blood. It brought back memories. My arm hadn't been sliced open in a while.

I took a deep breath and dug into my forearm. It hurt just a little more than I remember. Again and again and again. By the time my whole arm was almost covered in blood there was a knock on my front door.

"I got it." Wyatt yelled. He opened the door and I herd muttering. Suddenly I herd a loud thud and my bed room door swung open. It was Twitch.

"I'm to late." She said out of breath. She shoved her face into her hands crying. I started to cry knowing my entire world just fell apart. "I saw you doing this and I ran over here to stop you before it started."

"I'm sorry. I just," I started to cry. "My whole world just came falling down on me and I can't take it anymore. Why me? Tell it gets better. Please tell me that." I begged. She came and sat on my bed next to me.

"I dont know. I wish I did." Twitch said. Her voice was still shaky from all of the crying.

I threw the blade across the room. I couldn't look at it. I hated it, I hated myself, I hated Matthew, I hated Hip, I hated school, I hated everything. My last resort was cutting. I couldn't help it. I felt terrible looked terrible.

"I'm going insane." I whispered. She hugged me and I hugged her. My blood got on her as I hugged her. She didn't care. We ended the night like that. Bloody but happy.

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Hey sorry. I know u might not like this side of Yia. Ok so I have made up my mind I'm holding the halloween chapter back. I wanna write about other stuff. Sorry. Ok bye now,

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