Found

Chapter 11

Lex's POV

Since I ran from him it's like he gave me space and I can't be even be happier I think.I miss him weirdly he has stopped checking in on me every day.I am sort of disappointed. I have no words and if i can be honest with myself i would say i have feelings for him .He has pretty much left me to my lonesome for the past three-days . So when he walked into my office today and into my personal bubble and said look wildfire this has been the longest three-days of my life honestly I think we need to come to a conclusion that I want you but you don't trust me and this passion burning inside me can't be ignored and I see it in the way you look at me and the way you try and pass it for annoyance. Come to dinner with me Alexandria, I want to take care of you.

He is so passionate and sincere that I can't let him down and I can't let myself down and let the monsters who tried to take my life away win, so I place my hand in his and pick my bag up, letting him lead the way out. This time I let him drive and we arrive at his Pent House and I'm totally breathless. Its so beautiful I say as he gives me a tour of the whole place and I am awed.I can just imagine the hours I would spend looking at the view or sketching and taking beautiful pictures that I stand at a trance until I feel arms encompass my small frame and that's when I realise that I didn't freakout and I was so relaxed and I that I trust him.As we stand there and gaze at the skyline I turn in his arms and look at him, really look at him.What do you see in me Mathew I ask because no-one has ever taken the time to want me or be around me, dipping his head he brushes his lips against mine and says i see beauty, sweetness, tenderness, a fierce phenomenal woman who has so much to give and no one to give it to and a woman who deserves so much love but keeps people away and a woman who needs someone to fight for her and hold her up when it all gets too much. I want you Lex ,all of you not parts of you, will you let me in?

Standing on my toes I kiss him cause words can never illiterate the way I feel right now but I need to let out my fears so i pull back and hold his hand walking towards the outdoor chairs I start my story. Look Matt I would not be fair to not let you in onto my fears .First of all there's the working together situation and the fact that you are my boss and that just scares and secondly this is a big issue and I would totally understand if you don't want to see me after this. Theres no delicate way to say this as I look down but a few years back I was kidnapped and they used my body in despicable ways. I feel hands in my shoulders and as I look up I see fury in his eyes and flinch. Baby no he pulls me onto his lap and hold my body close to his and whispers softly how he can't leave me and hasn't stopped wanting me because of my past.Wildfire look at me ,I want you okay and only you, he says that with so much conviction and passion.Even when his eyes emit fury I know its not directed at me and I snuggle into his strength.

A few seconds pass and I want him to calm down but my tummy has other ideas so I growls so loud that we both laugh and I guess that's what we both needed in that moment.He carries me inside and places me onto the kitchen counter.Let me take care of you please I need this right now so I let him feed me and run around to provide an insane amount of food.Out of the blue he says I am not perfect sunshine please be mine.He had this intense look in his eyes that I couldn't help but be drawn to his beautiful face. Being Alexandria Cabe comes with perks of being strong headed so after all that panty melting,vknee buckling and toe culling speech. I lift my eyebrow ,place my hand on my hip and just stare at him.Without saying anything I keep looking at him and then I see him squirm and without saying anything he pulls me to him.Nestling his hands in my hips and says so what do you say Sunshine.I obviously have no words so my only reply was to pull him down and kiss him so i did just that.He went on full alpha male possession on me and i loved every minute of it.His lips press hard on mine as he demands entrance into my mouth and i can only obey.I fight the edge to moan until i can't hold it in as he descends onto my neck i whisper his name softly.With just one kiss i am sent into a frenzy. I start to imagine those lips kissing places i should only keep in my head and i almost combust with need. You look good on my counter and he says if i had known that kissing you renders you speechless i would have done it long ago.My mind seems to wake up and i reply with saying i would have kneed your groin.He laughs and goes well that would hurt. That night I don't go home ,he brings me his t-shirt and boxers to wear for bed and just tells me, I want to hold you until you fall asleep and that's exactly what he does.