Reality
Living felt like a routine.
Everyday, I would repeat everything that I do.
I would wake up, eat and sleep and do it all over again.
Ever since I got my memory back, my life felt empty.
My life lacks meaning.
A couple of times, I would wake up.
And he would cross my mind.
Jeon Jungkook.
I miss you so much.
So much that it's killing me.
Whenever I would think of him, I would just sigh and slap myself.
Was I really this stupid?
After all that he has done to me, why do I still look for him?
I guess loving and unloving someone was never easy.
Days passed by and I just stared at my phone,
I wanted to call Tiffany but I keep faltering, and changing my decisions.
It was so easy, I would just dial and call her,
But
Why can't I seem to do it?
After countless debate, I finally called her.
With sweaty hands, I wait for her to answer.
Lisa?
Hearing her voice gives me a sense of comfort.
Suddenly, I cried while I said,
"I remember everything,Tiffany."
When I finally said it, something heavy has finally been lifted from my heart.
Wait for me, I'll go to you.
She ended the call
And I was left anxiously waiting for her to come.
Please come here faster Tiff.
The silence is deafening
And it is slowly eating me up.
