He knew.
I knew it.
I knew it the first time I saw her orange hair bobbing up and down on her narrow shoulders as she skips from across the street, stopping as she sees me, flashing me a dashing smile that I knew would forever be engraved in my heart.
I knew it the first time we held hands, running and laughing with each other, looking like we are just the ones left in this world.
I knew it the first time we embraced each other, how I felt when my arms are around her cold and small body.
I knew it the first time.
I knew, that she would be the woman I would spend my whole life for.
I just knew that with her, there will be no pursuit of happiness because I already found it and that's her,
My happiness.
My everything.
But then
He came.
Her own happiness came.
Everything that I'm not.
So I gave up.
I easily gave up. How can I fight for her if I would just make her unhappy?
Then
I found someone else.
Tiffany.
She's beautiful, kind and loving.
She makes me happy.
She makes my heart beat.
but
Who was I kidding?
In Lisa everything is greater.
She's more beautiful, she's kinder and more loving.
She makes me happier.
She makes my heart beat so strongly that I can't breathe anymore.
But I need to forget her.
I had to forget.
So
I proposed to Tiffany.
She became my fiancèe.
Slowly, she starts to fill up the space left by Lisa.
I start to feel thankful.
But Jungkook has to fuck up.
he gave me hope.
I broke up with Tiffany.
Sorry.
I'm so sorry.
She's everything a man could ever ask for.
But not this man.
This man only asks for lisa.
