My Negativity As A Positive

Forgotten

Am I over exaggerating?

Am I being a pain?

Did I do something wrong?

Why?

Can I at least know why?

I've been left behind,

in the dark,

ignorant and foolish,

I was so stupid.

I was left,

forgotten,

ditched.

Was I someone to avoid?

Was I stupid to hope for good friends?

Is it hopeless to have bonds?

All I wanted was a friend,

a family that I could trust, 

something stronger then just blood ties.

Such wishful thinking,

a childish view.

I thought I had finally found it,

a group,

a family I could call my own,

a place where I could belong.

But, no.

It was never possible,

I have searched so long, 

I have wandered so far, 

only to be left behind, 

just to be forgotten.