Smut

Love? Not.

I stretched deeply. I heard the Tv on. I looked over to see James watching Jerry Springer.

I felt great. My body was relaxed. The soreness and pain was completely gone. James looked over at me and kissed my forehead. "Good morning baby girl." He says.

He was shirtless with only briefs on. That let me know right then and there that mom had already left. "Good morning daddy." I mumbled turning over and laying on my tummy. I didn't miss his smirk.

James came over and rubbed my back. "You want daddy's dick baby?" He asked. I started to get wet thinking about it. But I love James. He only wants to have sex with me. Dont get me wrong I love the pleasure but I dont just want to have sex.

Will he even speak to me after this week and some change? My body froze up under his hands. "No thanks James." I muttered. I stood up and walked into the bathroom. I closed the bathroom door and started my bath since I took a shower yesterday and stayed in bed. I put in a lot of bubble bath.

James came and knocked on the door. "Babygirl? What's wrong?" He asked. I ignored him and stripped out my clothes. "Baby?" He asked again.

I waited till the water was filled. "Baby girl?" This time I could hear  irritation leak through his voice. I turned off the warm mostly hot water and climbed inside.

The bathroom door opened to reveal a angry James.  "Whats the matter with you? Why are you ignoring me?" He asked trying to hold back his anger.

"Are you using me?" I asked. The last time I pointed this out in this very bathroom he did not deny it. He just escaped it from having sex with me. He stared at me. For a very long time. Then he turned and walked away, closing the door behind him.

Tears built up. I love him. He is really just using me. I knew it. But he started doing kind acts that made me believe that he changed. I was wrong. I was just his sex toy while he stayed here.

I closed my eyes as a sob was trying to make its way up. I need my best friend. He is the only one that helped me through my was moments.

I got out my bath and went in my room. James was gone along with his cloths. I got my phone from under my pillow and went back inside my bathroom.

I locked the door and went back inside the bath. I called my mom. She answered on the first ring. "Hello? Is there something wrong?" She asked hurriedly.

"Mom can I please go over to Michaels  house?" I asked, you could here it in my voice that I wanted to cry. "Sure honey. Just be careful. You can spend the night of you want. Make sure you call me if you do." She says in a soothing voice.

"Thanks." I croaked. Then I said a quick I love you and hung up.

I called Mike. "Honey bear!!!!" He shouted excitedly. "Honey bun." I mumbled. "Can I please come over?"

"Anything for you. What's wrong? Does it have to do with that guy?" He asked. "Yeah. I'm coming over in a hour." I say.

"Ok baby. The front door is locked. You will need your keys. Mom and dad are gone."

I nod though he can't see me. "Bye honey bun." I whispered. I hung up as fast thick tears ran down my face.