Smut

Cluttered Mind

Michael nods. "Lets talk about it later..." He sounded unsure.

  I nodded i really did need to clear my head. "I wanna go for a run later. Maybe exercise. It helps to clear my mind." i say putting on cloths. Ill take a shower after breakfast.

"There's a workout space by the pool in the lobby." He answers watching me.

I nod slowly.

I look down at the floor for a little because Michaels gaze was so intense. It was dead silent. It it was making me nervous.

"Was you really gonna do it?"Micheal asks breaking the silence.

"Do what?" i ask softly, looking up at him.

"Was you really gonna look for other guys up here if i didn't do what i did?" He asks.

I shook my head. "Im not a whore Mikey. But i knew you wouldn't let me do it that's why i said it. Im sorry for taking advantage of you. I wasn't thinking. And i....I just needed something."

He folded his arms. "I told you you was gonna regret it later." He seemed angry but was trying to suppress it.

I leaned against my new dresser. "I don't regret it Michael." I say honestly. "I mean once upon a time i would always fantasized about it happening between us. But..." I wanted to say something but i was scared to. "What im tryna say is... I just regret how it happened."

"Say it." He says taking a step closer. "What you was gonna say."

I shook my head. "I don't want to." I whisper.

"Please." He whispered. Coming another step closer.

"I..... I used to like you. When you was with your ex. But.... She knew about it and just tried to throw you up in my face alot.... Its was just unattractive. Soooo. I started to like James instead." I answer.

He took a step back surprised. He opened his mouth to say something and got cut off

"Come on!" Nicolas yells. "Breakfast!"

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Smut coming next chapter!💦