Truth

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(Y/n)'s POV

I woke up with Eren's body next to mine, we were both naked, last night was all a blur. I don't know what came over me, I love Levi not him. I decided I'd get up and take my morning after pill but when I went to go and look for them in Eren's bathroom I realised I had accidentally left them in Levi's room. I sighed and put on some clothes so I could go and retrieve them from Levi, I walked sluggishly to Levi's office and knocked twice on the door. "Hello? Levi? I'm sorry to be bothering you so early in the morning but I need something that I left here" I said, no answer. I sighed and decided to knock again, "listen Levi I know you probably hate me right now but I really need this thing, it's in our- I mean your bathroom" the door slowly opened only to reveal Levi, half naked in a towel. "Sorry I was in the shower, come in" I walked in slowly and Levi closed the door behind us, "so you needed something from me?" He asked as he pulled his towel up, i nodded my head, trying not to look at his amazing body. "Could I go and get it? It'll only take two seconds" Levi nodded his head and watched me go over to the bathroom, i opened up the cabinet next to the mirror and picked up the pills quietly, making sure they didn't make too much noise. I walked out the bathroom, Levi looked at my hand, his eyes widened. "Are those your morning after pills?" He asked, I looked down and nodded. "So it was you making all that noise last night" he smirked, "then again I've heard you moan enough to know that was you" I fake smiled and walked over to the door. "Thanks by the way, for this. I don't want to risk me having another baby, especially not with my best friend" Levi's eyes widened as l said this, "Eren?" I nodded, "Who's dicks bigger" he asked, smirking. "Yours" I said as I left his office, leaving him smirking to himself.

I quickly headed back to Eren's room, he was still asleep. I sighed and decided to go back in bed with him for a while, "Good morning princess" he said as he hugged into my body, "where did you go off to" he asked as he kissed my forehead. " I went to go and get something from Levi's office, I'd left it there" I said, he nodded his head. "Did he say anything" he asked as he sat up in bed, I shook my head. "No, just being normal moody Levi" I chuckled, he smiled at me. "You're so adorable, I'm going in for a shower, do you want to join me" he asked smirking. I shook my head, "I'm fine thanks Eren" he nodded, "Okay princess, I wont be long" I smiled as he went into the bathroom, I decided I'd go in and visit Armin. "Hey Armin, you up?" I asked as I knocked on the door, he answered the door in his pjyamas, he seemed a bit tired. "Hey (Y/n), did you and Eren have fun last night" he asked laughing, I began to blush hard. "I'm kidding, just next time try to be a bit more quiet, I'm pretty sure most of HQ heard you" I smiled, "sorry Armin" he shook his head, "no worries, anyway what's bothering you" he asked as I sat down on his bed. "I'm in love with Levi but I don't know how to break it to Eren. Yeah I love him as a friend but I can only ever see him as a friend, last night was a blur and I have no idea what I was thinking" I said as I put my head in my hands. "Hey, you just need to be honest with both of them" Armin said as he hugged me, "it'll be alright" he said as he stroked my hair. I looked up at him and smiled, "thanks Armin, for always being there for me" he smiled back. "Anytime (Y/n)" I smiled at him before I left and headed back to Eren's room to tell him the truth.

"Hey beautiful" Eren said as I opened the door, I smiled at him and headed to the bathroom. "Where do you think you're going?" He asked as he hugged me as I was just about to open the bathroom door, I sighed and smiled at him. "I need a drink of water" I said, trying not to make it obvious I was about to take some pills. "We could go to the food hall and get something to eat and you can get water there if you want" he said as he held me closer, I wriggled out of his arms quickly and smiled at him. "Sorry I just really need it right now, like urgently" I said as I went into the bathroom and locked the door. I quickly opened the pills and ran the cold water tap, I let it run a little before cupping my hands under the faucet, filling my hands up with water then drinking it from my hands. I sighed and opened the door, Eren was staring back at me with a weird expression on his face, "what's wrong" I asked him, he folded his arms and looked away from me. "Morning after pills? Since when did you have them" he asked me, my eyes widened as he said this, its as if he completely forgot I had had a miscarriage. I sighed and looked at him, "since me and Levi accidentally created a child, two children to be exact. I don't want to risk it again, not now" Eren's expression softened and he hugged me. "Look I'm sorry for last night, it was unexpected but I do not regret any of it. It was one of the best nights of my life, thank you" he said as we pulled away from each other, "Look Eren I'm sorry but last night was a mistake for me, I'm not saying I regret it but my heart belongs with Levi. Yes I've known you all my life but you are like a brother to me and it would feel wrong to chose you, especially for Armin I mean the poor boy has had a crush on me since I was 6. You are such an amazing best friend and I don't want to ruin our friendship, please understand that I'm not doing this to hurt you" I said as I looked straight into his gorgeous emerald eyes. He sighed and nodded his head, "I understand, just remember I'm always here for you if you need me and you will always be my best friend, no matter what" I smiled at him and nodded. "I knew you'd understand, thank you Eren" I said as I left his cabin and headed over to Levi's office.

I soon reached his office, I knocked on the door rapidly until he answered. "You again?" He smiled at me, I began to cry. "Levi I am so so sorry, I didn't mean to- I made a terrible mistake. I still- I still-" I was cut off by Levi's lips being pressed against mine, i smiled into the kiss and giggled a little as we pulled away. "I love you, always have and I always will. From the moment I saw you, I knew you were the one" Levi said as he held me in his arms, I looked up at him. "I love you too Levi, I've missed you" he smiled at me, "I've missed you too baby" he said as he carried me bridal style into the office and place me on the couch. "So what have you been up to, other than fucking Eren" he smirked at me, "that was a mistake, it meant nothing to me" I said in a serious tone. "Okay gorgeous, do you want to go and collect your stuff from Eren later or do you want to do it now?" he asked me as he sat down next to me, I looked at the floor. "I'll go and collect it later, I want to spend time with you first" I said as I moved closer to him, he smiled and held me in his arms. "Okay, don't leave me like that again" he said, I nodded my head. "Never again I promise"

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