✳Interracial NCT Imagines ✳

✳Taeyong✳

Title: Sleeping Pills
Member: Taeyong
Genre: Angst
Part: 1/2
This will be a Taeyong POV story, just to confirm before you get confused.
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"Dammit Taeyong, why can't you just stay asleep." I cradled my head with my hands.

The only sound in the empty room was my silent sobs and the air conditioning. What is the meaning of this?

Why can't I just sleep for the rest of my life? Questions circled through my head as of to what this is happening.

My light sobs became loud shouts of anger and hot and heavy tears leaving my eyes. My depressed self is lost.

I have no one what so ever on this earth that cares about me, or even has time to think of me. Both of my parents are gone and friends aren't a thing in my life.

I'm just by myself. Thats how its always been.

It took some time, but I finally stopped my tears from falling and calmed myself down. I put on my sweatshirt and went downstairs to claim my keys, only grabbing a banana which I am most likely not to eat with me.

I drove to the nearest drugstore and ran inside, in dangerous need for sleeping pills. I looked for them in almost every row until I found them.

The look of pure accomplishment shone through my face as I grabbed the medium sized container and made my way to the nearest register.
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I entered my apartment and quickly grabbed a bottle of water before frantically running up the stairs and into my room.

With no care for the instructions, I took two and gulped down both of them with the water. After awhile, drowsiness over took me and I climbed back into the bed with a small smile.
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I looked around the small cottage looking room to find the girl sitting on her bed. She looked up at me with soft doe eyes and the sweetest smile.

"You're back!" She beamed as she charged towards me, jumped onto me, wrapped her arms around my neck and hugged me tight.

I spun her around while holding onto her with love. The same love we shared since I encountered her in my dreams. I dropped her and we both looked at each other with kind smiles. "Yes I am." I replied cupping her cheek and kissing her forehead.

"Why is it that you're periodically leaving? Can't you fully stay?" She asked looking up with big eyes. "You'll figure out sooner or later. Now, what is this?"

We both spent the whole time together, being a happy couple in another world. We ran on fresh grass fields, went to eat (though I wasn't actually eating anything) As well as tell stories while cuddling with each other. Can't this be me forever? Cant I live a life like this? I really doubt it, and that's why I sleep. I don't even remember the last time I ate.

"Tae?"

"Yeah?"

She pecked my jaw.

"I love you."

A smile creeped onto my lips. I haven't heard that in so long.

"I love you too."

I looked her in the eyes, examining the mixed colors of red, orange, and brown, making them look like a crisp autumn leaf. I leaned in slowly, and so did she. The inches turned into centimeters. Than a quarter centimeter.
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"What the hell!" I yelled. This isn't something I want to live with

4 weeks later.

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"So where's the wedding going to be?" She asked. This is the most excited I've seen her.

"Its your choice, love." I beamed with a small smile. Yes, I proposed. And I did it for the sake of me and her.

I was thinking that if I proposed, I'll be able to stay in this other world that my princess lives in so that I could be with her till the very last minutes of my life.

"I can't choose, silly! You're gonna hate it!" She giggled. "There's absolutely no way that could happen. Anything you like, I like." I assured her while holding her hands. I saw the small tint of redness show on her cheeks. "If you say so." She whispered and quickly ran off to find her laptop.
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"I now pronounce you, husband and wife." An uproar of claps and shouts filled the garden. Tear filled they eyes of the beautiful person I now call wife. I'm shocked from this finally happening. Even I started crying. I'm with you forever now.

She beamed at me with a trembling lip and tears rolling down her eyes. And we kissed.
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What? Why am I back? I looked around. I wasn't in the garden, with her, or with our audience. My stomach was biting from not eating since yesterday. I groaned walking downstairs to find I didn't have anything but a protein bar, everything else rotting. I took the bar and ate it before walking out to get more food.

I was walking down the side walk until my vision blurred. I felt heavy and cold as well as hot at the same time. I dropped and that was it.
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I woke up seeing light. Its over already? I noticed I didn't even dream about her either. "Hello?" I croaked. "Huh? Oh- doctor he's awake!" A feminine voice called. I looked to the side to see a girl around my age. "Who are you?" I asked, my eyes narrowing.

She smiled. "I'm Y/N."