I have this secret that absolutely no one can ever know! I locked this secret away. I had to be discreet towards others so they wouldn't know. Once a secret is out no one will see you the same way. We all have a secret that we are so desperate to keep. Some have more than others. Whether it was for the sake of safety or the sake of sanity is only something you would know unless you told a soul. This secret was something I had turned to when I had an atrocious day. In order to turn to my secret I would take drastic measures to make sure no one would see me indulge in my secret. It does occur in my brain that in any moment someone somehow could find out. This rattles my inner soul making this corrupt secret turn my life into a constant fear. Had anyone else ever felt this way? I had wanted to rip these bars in the cage I had been suffocating in for years on end. I knew that one day I could lift my head from the deep ends of the ocean to breathe the air that would leave my lungs relieved. The burning sensation of the deep waters had been eating away at my mind! I had never felt this much pain for one secret. So as you keep on reading this I have one this you need to know. Don't. tell. A . soul.