I know who you are. You don't have to hide! Why did you have to announce to all those I loved what my choices had been? Was it better this way? I hope you feel satisfied. But it's not quite over! Since you invaded my life and decided to ruin my image I might as well pay you back! The one I had given myself to had destroyed me. The one who shared this secret with me revealed me! That moment I was at my weakest you were at your strongest. Bragging about what you thought was an accomplishment! This would not be the end of our story! I have dug deep to find a secret that may be darker than mine. Since my secret is not fully revealed I will spare you. Here is his secret. He had been on this innocent meet up with me. I had made one flirtatious remark and he decided to take my innocence from me. I being young and wanting to do this for so long agreed. It was all fun and games until he got a phone call. His girlfriend!! How could he be such a cheating man! Men are beasts! Sexual beasts craving girls for their bodies and not their personalities. How could I trust any boy after that!? I felt like such a whore. There I said it the word. I'm not always blunt with my remarks. That was the only way I felt I could describe my thoughts. How could I! I just did something horrible! But I am exposing him. I guess I am exposing me as well! I felt bad at the time but I didn't care after a week. I made up my mind and decided to make a career with my body. It was my dirty secret. My second job I had hidden. More to be revealed!
