I have been in this dark tunnel trying to find a way out. I see a light that may guide me. Do I trust it? How could I? Every time I gave trust a shot it ended poorly. I decided to follow this light anyway and here I am. I am telling you what made me enter a dark state. I had not been entirely truthful to people. I had to lie my way through the secret. Given the fact that only one person has had a mere glimpse of this secret I can't trust many at all. This person had not only tried to destroy what was left of me but destroy the little trust I had for anyone. This secret had no hope of anyone to hold it in their soul to never be revealed. So what made me follow this light? A need to try. I had used every once of strength to give trust one more time in hopes of not being disappointed. I had survived. The light led me well out of the dark tunnel but not far enough. Darkness crouched down beneath me and had been there barely. But it had been there waiting for one wrong move. If the secret was soon to be out. Why did the darkness wait? Did it trust I wouldn't let the secret out in order to be safe from the darkness? I knew this tiresome secret had to be out soon to leave my soul, life and well being at rest. I must trust what I know to be right instead of indulging in this dirty secret.
