Let me love you

10

Rayne pov(Wednesday)
(She didn't go to school today and neither did Micah.)
Yo it's been awhile since Angel wanna be petty and the author. Let me be quiet for she kick me out the story.
Good choice
I was sitting in my room listening to h.e.r sing every kind of way and for some reason Micah creeped into my mind so I called him.
Phone convo
Me: hay I was thinking bout u
Micah: awwww does some one miss me
Me: boy no I miss your cuddles
Micah: close enough you want me to come over
Me: yea
Micah: be there in 5 
Me: don't rush well yea rush but don't rush enough to crash I can't cuddle you if your dead.
Micah: girl bye you would miss me to much.
Me: be safe love you.
I quickly hung up the phone. What did I just say.
Pretty sure you said love you.
Wasn't asking you. Micah's supposed to be my bestfriend and that's it. I don't even know where that came from I mean yea I love him but we don't say that. I just don't want anything to change between us. But I can't worry about it. I grabbed my best pill and connected it to it. I heard the door open and there is Micah.
"Rayne where you at." He said.
"Where do you think I am?" I said.
"Drop the attitude." He said. I just shook my head. He always thinking I got an attitude. He walked in my room and laid down beside me.
"So you love me now?" He said with a smirk.
"I don't wanna talk about that." I said then laughed.
"Yo what's with the attitude." He said raising up knocking me off his chest.
"I don't have one." I said shaking my head.
"Rayne what's going on." He said running his hand down his face.
"You want me to be honest or you want me to lie." I said standing up.
"I wouldn't have asked if I didn't wanna know." He said rudely.
"What's going on is I don't know yea it's true I do love you but I'm not about to risk our entire relationship on the fact that I'm in my feelings. And the fact that I might even remotely love you scares the hell out of me." I yelled then turned away.
"I love you to though. And I'm not about to say let's give it a try and if something goes wrong we can just be friends again. And if your in feelings then get out them." He said then bumped past me and walked out the front door. I sat on my bed and laid down. It's been hours and I couldn't sleep. So I got up and took my car. Yea it's illegal so what cause right now I need to talk to him. When I turned on his street I texted him.
Me: I just turned on your avenue come open the door.
😂😍😘baby boy: what ever it's open
I parked the car and walked in the house. His mom and sister weren't home which was good cause i don't want them to here this.
"So what you want." He said as I walked in his room.
"I want to talk." I said then sat down on the edge. He turned on his game and started to play 2k.
"I liked you better on the first day. I should've said what's wrong in the first place. I don't cause you always take it the wrong way. You don't listen you busy playing 2k. I've always been down but you still sleep. And even though this night should've been peeped. I feel it down in my soul it's so deep. You should know that about me. And when I turned on your avenue I had to but I'm mad at you. You always say I have an attitude. But that's you. You been acting rude. I gotta ask have you had a few. Why you talking to me like. You be like. Why you always wanna be right. I just need the time that you can't find. I just need to know that it's still mine. You just don't seem right." I said about to cry. He got and walked towards me.
"Rayne you can't just lay all your feelings on me at once. It's a lot and a little overwhelming. I understand how you feel but you shouldn't feel that way. Towards me at least." He said then turned away.
"So I'm the one that's out of place. I'm the one that's in the way. I don't communicate. So I'm the one that need a break. But that's you." I say then walk out his room.
"Micah tell me know when you know what we're gonna do cause I'm not going back to pretending as if we're just friends in my eyes. I've liked you since elementary school. When we were 5 still playing in the sand box. I'm freaking 14 now it's been 9 years and I kept my mouth shut I'm done with that. I love you but I'm out just let me know when realize what you want." I said then walked out the front door.
Guess they weren't just friends huh?!