Drumsticks and Bass Guitars (5SOS)

19- Emotional

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I knew exactly who it was, I didn't need to turn around to know. But I did... I did not expect what I saw in the slightest, considering he was the one who cheated on me, not the other way around... The guy with once perfect curly hair, flawless face, and bright, happy green eyes wasn't at all what I saw. I saw a boy with hair not even close to perfection, it stuck in every direction it could. His once flawless face was pail and had numerous bags under his eyes. And the bright green weren't what they used to be, they had saddens and a hint of guilt. It made my heart melt, I turned quickly and jiggling the handle again hopeing, that maybe, just maybe, it would open, but it didn't.

I closed my eyes and breathing in deeply as I started pacing back and forth before running a hand through my hair, I felt a pin... A hair pin! Perfect! I pulled it out of my hair and kneeled in front of the door putting the pin between my teeth bending it before pushing it in the lock. Thank god I've learned how to do this. I moved the pin around before hearing a click and standing up cheering silently in victory then opening the door leaving Ashton behind in that room, alone. Walking past the living room, with the three other guys, and putting my hand on the nob as someone grabbed me from behind.

"Where are you going? You need to make up with him!" Luke says and I turn around facing Calum, Michael, and him.

"You don't understand. I really liked him and I trusted him, and he cheated on me with another girl" I say to them and their faces soften and I remember that girl. She was really pretty, much prettier than I am. I looked at the three of them before rolling my eyes. "Fine." I breathe out as they smile triumphantly at my agreement. I brush past him walking into the bedroom with Ashton in it, I closed the door behind myself. He was sitting on the bed, doing nothing. He looked even more broken than I did, I just haven't showed it...

"Ashton..." I say sitting next to him. His face lights up slightly as he sees me.

"Hannah, I'm so sorry. I don't know why I did it and I have no excuse for what I did. I know I don't deserve it but please, please forgive me."he says showing his sadness and guilt.

I repeated exactly what I said to Michael and Calum, "I can forgive you, but I can't forget what happened... You still betrayed my trust" I say

"Ok, I'll work with that. Just let me prove myself" he says and I nod. He smiles before giving me a huge hug. I almost wanted to cry because even though he cheated on me, I still have feelings for him. And we are aren't together anymore, I just can't admit any of that to him because he will know he won. I knew exactly why he would have chosen that girl over me, she was so much prettier, and skinnier, and well... You get it.

He released me and I got up walking out of the room, and into the bathroom and closing the door behind me letting the tears fall. The only reason I don't look like the image of Ashton at the moment is because I couldn't let the guys know I felt like I did. I closed the toilet seat, sitting atop of it and putting my head in my hands crying more. I hated to cry, I hated it so much. Why couldn't I stop?

"Hannah? Are you ok?" I hear one of the boys call from the other side of the door. I sniffle wiping the tears on my face with my hands.

"I'm fine" I say quietly standing up looking into the mirror. Smudged eye liner and mascara... Expected. I wash my face, removing the excess makeup. I run a hand through my hair calming myself before opening the door once again. Three boys stood there, all but the one I wanted to be... Ashton. I swallowed a sob before plastering a fake smile on my face to the boys. After a few minutes of them asking if I was ok Calum and Michael decided to drop the subject walking away hopelessly.

"Are you sure your ok?" Luke asks one last time grabbing my attention. I shake my head feeling the tears brimming my eyes and wrapping my arms around his torso crying a tear into his chest. He wraps his arms around me, embracing the hug. I breathed deeply before stopping my tears and pulling away mumbling a thank you to him. His eyes held sympathy as I walked past him into their living room sitting next to Michael. I heard a phone ring

"We have to leave tonight if were going to make it to our next show..." Luke says placing his phone back into his pocket. Calum and Michael mumbled an ok as they turned to me.

"What?" I ask furrowing my eyebrows together in confusion.

"Are you coming with us?" Luke ask hopefully, it made me smile as I nodded seeing the smiles on their faces grow.

Getting onto the tour bus at three in the morning was awful. I walked onto the tour bus and flying onto the couch closing my eyes ready for sleep. I hear loud footsteps and laughter they the lights click off and I fully fall asleep.

"Hannah. You need to get up" someone says poking my cheek. I get up groaning in annoyance at the one who woke me up, Luke. I look at him for an explanation and he laughs at me "we are at the hotel we are staying at... And we have to get inside, but somehow someone found out we were staying there along with one direction and the fans are outside the lobby doors." He explains

"Also we don't have any security right now" Michael says nervously pacing in the bus. I saw Calum looking equally stressed and Ashton decided we needed to get out before it got any worse. They put on hats and handed me one as well and the bus door opened and the screams of fans filled my ears making me deaf to anything happening around me.