"Jakie where are you?" Logan calls out
""I'm in the office" he yells back
We both walk in the office and ask jake if nick and Anthony could leave.. they both leave and I close the door I sit down and so does Logan. I put my hands together and we sit in silence until jake says something
"So"
"So" Logan and I say
"Um listen jake I want you to let y/n leave the house and team 10"
"Wait what and team 10"
"Yes y/n i don't want you to be here anymore or be in team 10"
"Why not that's her decision to make not yours" jake says
Logan starts tapping his foot rapidly and I see he is getting mad. He looks at me giving me the I'm going to tell him can I? Face. My eyes read yes but my brain is telling him no but he can't read my brain
He looks back at jake and makes direct eye to eye contact with him
"Do you know what she's been through. Do you know where she goes? DID YOU KNOW SHE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR TRYING to-to" he stops there and a tear falls down his face
"How did you know that?" I ask ,thinking to myself that I never told him that I only confirmed to him that I have thought about it .
"Because you told me something but I received something else"
Logan looks at me with tears in his eyes I've never seen him cry m. Ever.
"You are supposed to protect her I trusted you to be a big brother to her or even to be like a dad to her"
"Oh my god.. you didn't go on a vacation did you?" Jake asks me
I simply nod my head facing down
"OH MY GOD Y/N WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME" he yells at me and I instantly yell back , with so much anger I side of me
"BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO BUSY WITH ERIKA BECAUSE IF I TRY TO TALK TO YOU ERIKA IS THERE IF WE ARE HERE ALONE SHE WILL BARGE IN LIKE WE ARE DOING SOMETHING BAD JAKE YOU DONT FUCKING SEE IT BECAUSE SHE HAS BLINDED YOU"
I yell out crying Logan slides over to me and gives me a hug rubbing my arm
"It's okay let it out" he whispers in my ear
"She says that she is going to kick me out she says that I'm nothing she says with out you I'm no one SHE SAYS THAT I DONT DESERVE TO BE HERE THAT I DONT EVEN DESERVE TO BE ALIVE"
my voice raised higher to the point where I couldn't even speak I look at jake dead in the eye
"I'm dead inside and it's because of her. That's the real reason why I want to get the hell out of this house"
I look down and with so much anger I have I could strangle someone and I would want it to be Erika. I look back up at jake and I get up and run out the door I run to the kitchen and see her there standing
" Why do you think you are so perfect and why do try to ruin my life"
I ask trying to hold the tears back
"Because I can and clearly I just did bitch"
Hearing her say that triggers me and I jump over to the counter and grab her by her hair as soon as I grab her Logan pulls me back and keeps me interlocked jake stands there in shock
"You fucking bitch you think you have it made" I yell out.
Trying to escape his arms I managed to slip away a little and grab her . Chance runs and makes my hand let go of her hair and starts pushing Logan and I back. Logan takes me back to the office and sits me down on the chair and not to long jake comes in.
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More Than words//Jonah Marais
Casuale*FINISHED* 2nd Part is MORE THAN LOVE* This story is a story but you are the main character. As you take an adventure that deals with hate guilt love happiness and more emotions you are taking this adventure with Logan Paul the WDWboys and team 10 !
