More Than words//Jonah Marais

Pt31

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I get up from bed and the door opened as I was standing up, I felt so dizzy jack saw that I stood up to fast and saw that I was about to fall. He quickly grabbed my arms and sat me down only bed.

"hey"

"hey" I say

"soo"

"too what happened to me?"

"uh where do you want me to start?"

"where ever I guess"

:okay well you thought Jonah cheated on you and people started sending hate towards you because we went shopping together then I got you home because you were just crying and crying and you were a mess basically so then you went in the bathroom and got your pills and you couldn't open them.. I knew you were trying to you know again.. so I knocked them out of your hands and they spelled everywhere you tried to grab them but I had to put you in a lock and you fainted I guess your depression , anxiety all kicked in and you were filled with a negative vibe and it went though thereof.. we Called your doctor and he said that you needed rest and that you were going to fine but he wants you to start going back to therapy..."

"woah"

"yeah "

"im sorry "

"no don't be its fine"

"thanks for staying"

"yeah no problem"

Jack gets up and kisses the top of my head and leaves then I get up slowly to brush my teeth and wash my face, i then go to the kitchen and make coffee even tho coffee isn't good for me right now. I got to the porch and Logan joins me.

"hey bug how are you?"

I'm just a little dizzy"

"how do you feel"

"I feel like shit"

he chuckles a little

"I bet"

"yeah"

"y/n you are going back to therapy we cant have this again and I'm not saying that its all your fault or anything its just I want you to be safe and happy and I want you to be able to control yourself "

" no I get it "

"I love you and I don't want anything to happen to you.. Jake went home a mess he is gonna come around later he had some stuff that was going on at the team ten house but he is non stop texting me asking how you are "

"ill text him" I give a small smile

'okay" he smiles back

"so"

"so what"

"Jonah"

"what about him"

"are you guys still going to be a couple?"

"honestly I dont know I love him he has done so much for me"

"yeah I know"

"but sometimes I feel like I put in most of the effort in this relationship"

"damn that sucks"

"we barley speek to each other I talk to jack more..And I know he has his music but when he has a day off hr spends it with abbey or with someone else the most we have seen each other this month was twice but all the guys were there."

"thats no bueno"

"yeah I know"

"well you do what you have to do"

I look at Logan and I start to cry he brings me in a hug

"what am I doing wrong" I say crying

"no you aren't doing anything wrong "

"then why is this happening "

" idont know bug I don't know"

he says releasing me from the hug and wipes my tears away.

"no more crying. talk to him you aren't doing anything wrong"

I simply nodded my head he kisses my forehead and leaves then jack comes out>

"hey again"

"hey"

"are you okay"

"yeah I'm tired"

"yeah me too"

he says with a chuckle

"I hate this air"

"what"

"I need fresh air"

"what do you mean?'

"I need to get away"

"what about Jonah?"

I look out and think fir a bit

"I think that whatever happens happens I guess"

if you aren't happy with him then be done with it I know its not that easy he saved your life a couple of times but you need to be happy "

"yeah I guess"

"I'm here for you , you know that "

"yeah I do. thank you fro being here with me and you know saving my life"

"no problem. we are best friends"

"we are like sponge bob and Patrick" I say laughing

"hell yeah we are "

he smiles

"I need to disconnect"

"put that ringer up on silent "

we both laugh and Jonah comes out

"hey Ima go back to the house need anything babe"

"no"

"jack lets go"

"uhm okay"

"no" I say

getting a grip on jacks hand we look into eachother's eyes then we both look at out hands and immediately let go.

"ill be back I promise"

"okay"

Jonah then comes towards me and kisses me it wasn't a I love you kiss it was more a this is my girl leave her alone .

"ill be back too "

I forcefully smile and nod my head. they leave and I sty out for a couple more minutes then I go inside and wash my cup I go to my room and look around I go through my closet and throw some thing on my bed I go to Logans room and find a suitcase take it back to my room and start throwing my thing in there. an hour went by and I hear the door open...

HEyyyyyooooo sorry I haven't posted I've been busy also my phone isn't letting me copy and paste my stories because I wright them in my notes and I have to rewrite everything on my Mac :/ and it takes forever tbh but anything for you guys I have the next part but I'm tired and going to sleep and it takes forever to write some of the chapter because I get stuck lol but yeah sorry thanks for reading means alot and talk to me in the comments I have no friends lol I mean do but they don't care about the WDWboys they lame af anyways yeah BYEEEE➰💜