More Than words//Jonah Marais

Part 35

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I arrive to shays house and I  take the luggage full of old clothes and leave it in side her house  then I went to the airport I got a ticket and before I know it I was boarding. I call a very close person and she answers

"Hey Im on a plane you know where I'll be just don't tell the guys please"

"Yeah- but what about Jonah?"

"He won't care"

"Yeah he will "

"We'll see for sure"

"Love you"

"Love you too be safe"

Then the plane takes off. It was such a long boring flight we land and I get off just with my wallet and phone I go get a hotel and go to the mall to get some clothing and a backpack just Incase I want to leave and go somewhere else I order an uber back to the hotel and get settled in. last time I was in this hotel was when Jonah and I came here for vacation I look out the balcony and see the big ocean that stretches so far that you can't see it .I take a shower and put on fresh clothes i brush my teeth and head out to find food. I then call her again.

"Hey"

"Hey how are you"

"I'm good I landed"

"That's good have you gotten food"

"Yeah I'm about to"

"Have the boys called"

"Yeah jack did"

"What about Jonah?"

"Nope"

"Not a surprise "

"Hey don't say that"

"I'm sorry"

"It's fine are you super lonely"

"Yes I am!"

"Do you think I could go down there with you please"

"Uhm sure I'll get you a ticket"

"Okay I'll pack my things .do you need anything"

"No I don't"

"Okay well I'll see you soon"

"I'll send you the information"

"Okay"

It was getting dark so I decided to walk on the peer to give my self the air that I need.i stand there looking out and I get a call from Jonah

"Y/N where are you"

"Answer me please"

"I'm sorry for being a bad boyfriend"

"please tell me where you are"

"you can't do this to me"

"I have done nothing to you"

"For FUCK SAKES ANSWER ME"

"Y/n answer me or we end this relationship"

"Y/n answer me please"

"You want to end it"

"Y/n" I hear his voice start to crack

"Please"

"I love you"

Those words made me crazy those words had me trapped but how do I know that he actually loved me how he hasn't called until now he didn't even bother to stand up for me when Corbyn was being a real dick. Are they just words he says or is there more? I hang up the call and hold my phone on my chest and start to cry.i go back to my hotel. And I cried myself to sleep I couldn't take the pain. I wake up just in time to see the sunrise I go out the balcony and watch the sun go up and appreciate everything I have and everyone I have I thought to myself that I didn't need a boy to keep breaking me I want to let go but I can't let go I hear a knock on the door I open it and it's Esther...