I pull out the razor blade I had and put my hand out
"I would have cut deep enough and I would have jumped in the water.. the cold cold water. I found the blade in my hoodie I don't really know how it got there to be completely honest but when I found it I came up with my plane "
The faces the boys had killed me to see the pain everyone had in the room just by hearing what I would have done. At this point it was dead silent...I then got up and all of them had their eyes on me to see what I did, I went to
The bathroom and got the last razor blade I had.
"How did this one get out of this box into my hoodie" I say
Then i went to the trash can . I look down at them remembering everything that has happened once again and I start to cry before I know it I was on the ground crying with 7 guys hugging me and them crying to..
"I'm sorry.... I'm sorry I put you guys in this position, Logan ,jake I'm sorry"
They all get off me and I stand up
I think for a minute do I do it right here right now or do I actually let myself have a chance of life again..I lift the blades
"NO STOP"
Jonah cries out
"What"
"What are you doing"
"Throwing them away"
"Oh okay good" he breathes out
"Y/n we ALL LOVE YOU" Logan says
"We can get through this together" Daniel say
I nod my head and look at Jonah who is still shedding some tears. I look down and walk over to him and give him a hug.
"I'm sorry.. I truly am your arm that's my fault if I hadn't have done what I did this wouldn't have happened to you"
"It's not your fault.. nothin is..y/n i love you so much and I don't want to lose you ever"
I hug Jonah tighter and at that moment it's just us, he saved me he gave me the courage to stand up for myself.
"I love you to Jonah" I say giving him a kiss on the cheek
"Jonah got game" zach cries out
"It's down to 3". Jack says
"Goals.... why can't i love someone the way they love each other omg" Daniel adds.
"Jonah you are approved to be her boyfriend"
"Yeah what Logan said you are approved by the Paul's" jake says
"Well it's getting late I better go" jake adds
He comes and hugs me and whispers in my ear
"It's okay.. stay with Logan I'll take you out of team 10 and Erika well I don't know what I'm going to do"
"Hey it's fine keep her I won't be around for her anymore I'm done with her shit and I see that you really care for her "
"Are you sure"
"Yes I am.... I love you Jakie"
"I love you too bug"
This was a sad one but to make it a little bit less depressing I put the boys saying how they don't have a lover . But I hope you enjoyed and thanks for reading.➰
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More Than words//Jonah Marais
Random*FINISHED* 2nd Part is MORE THAN LOVE* This story is a story but you are the main character. As you take an adventure that deals with hate guilt love happiness and more emotions you are taking this adventure with Logan Paul the WDWboys and team 10 !
