My Deadliest Secret {COMPLETED}

Chapter 19 (end)

***Nine Months Later***

Every thing is ok now. Well, not really. I'm a senior now. It's November. I turned 17 not so long ago. I eat a little now. But sometimes I get scared and starve for more than two days or throw the food in the toilet and of course flush it. I'm nine months. The doctor said its going to be a boy.

After that day my mom found out I was pregnant, she talked to Jayy's parents. They decided have Jayy "never" see me again. Eventually, Jayy talked them through to letting him see me again. It worked. Our parents aren't very happy because we were 16 when we did "it."

Fate is talking to me again. So is Jinx. I found out that she wasn't talking to Jayy, Nate, and I because she was too buisy spending her preciouse time with her new boyfriend, Jinx. I caught them making out at the park. I didn't yell. They were just probably keeping it a secret because that's what Jinx does. Later that day he called me and told me that's why he pushed me away on that day we kissed. Kinda weird. She's all hyper and colorful. Jinx is moody and dark. When I say dark, I mean he's always wearing black. Well, you know what they say. Opposites attract.

And your probably wondering whats up with Nate, Fate's twin. He's still the same. He only talks a little to Jayy, Fate, Jinx and I. When Fate invited me over one day he didn't talk to his parents. He would shake his head no or nod yes when they asked a question. He has been crushing on this little cute girl named Gwen. When I say little I mean little. She 14 and now we are all 17. He met her at the mall in Hot Topic. She goes there a lot. Nate is gonna be 18 in a few months which illegal for him to date her.. She's really short. Probably somewhere around 4'10. Nate is way taller. Like six foot two. He says age doesn't matter. I think they'd make an awesome. They're into the same stuff. The only difference is she has fiery red hair.

"So, when are you due?" Fate asks as she pushes me on the swing at the park. She dyed her hair all purple now. She wants it that color for a while now. She's wearing blue skinny jeans and a dark blue shirt with bright yellow letters that says Pokémon. Just blue eyeliner. Her hair teased and behind one ear.

"Anyday now," I say. A smile creeps onto my face. These days I don't really feel like dressing. I am wearing black sweat pants and a grey t-shirt. No makeup. And my hair is in a pony tail. I still and always will wear that bracelet that Jayy got me.

"Is it possible for you too have the baby today?"

"Maybe. I've been having these real bad cramps since yesterday. There not happening right now though."

Fate walks in front of me and smiles. I stop the swing and ask, "How are you and Jinx?"

Her smile widens. "Fine." She twirls her hair with her finger and giggles like a little girl. She stops when an icecream truck passes by. "omg! Ice cream! Please, Violet, can we get ice cream!" she pouts and gives me puppy dog eyes. I couldn't help but chuckle. She's a 17 year old using the puppy dog eyes like a 4 year old would do for icecream.

"Ok, Fate, but I don't want any."

I don't think she heard me. She yells at the truck to stop. He does as commanded. I follow along. I hold onto my round tummy. It's not very huge. I hope once I have the baby I don't gain any weight. If I do I'll just exercise it all off and go back to the eighties. I weigh 90 lbs. I freaked out at first, but then calmed down.

The icecream man is old and wrinkly. He asks Fate what ice cream she wants. She asks for cotton candy. He hands her the icecream. Then he asks me. I shake my head no. "Violet!" she gasps. "how could you not want icecream! Your pregnant."