Swasan: Hatred Love (Completed)

87 HL2: Meeting Sanky

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Sanskar POV

When I knew swara's address I told shome ma about it as I promised, she insisted to come and suddenly like she was whole new woman to me and now I got to know from where swara was total strong and independed, it was shome ma hidden side. I reached swara house in a while and when she took us, all seemed like a bomb about to blow, so I try to say anything to ease the surroundings.

Then shome ma slapped swara, I felt the hurt on my face, I felt it in my heart, I wanted to stop her and hug swara but when shome ma stopped me I was helpless, she was really angry.

Then she started to tell about swara being her daughter, I thought she still meant about only raising her but then I saw seriousness in her eyes, I was equal shock as swara. She started to tell her past and I felt room floor vanishing and walls changed, I felt every word shome ma was telling, her pain was so clear, the taunts she had and the treating of that dadi ma, but the more she spoke the more I felt her pain going deeper.

Then she mentioned shree, the way she mentioned his name I knew he was kind of person you can never accept, and I was right. My feelings were swinging, sad and tears, and anger, ultimate anger.

I get fucked up with the mere idea of a man touching my swara, then how shome ma felt then?? And shekhar uncle??!, my god, now I see his pain, his hurt, if he was a steal hill it would have collapsed by now by that very night.

That's why he never talked, after these many years he wanted that secret dead, he didn't want swara to know about it, he didn't want these wounds to be opened again.

Now that she is over silence took us all, what can be said? Utter nothing, it hurt badly, swara couldn't hold and gone, I would like to sooth her, but also there is a broken woman here, she treated me like a typical son, I put my palm over her shoulder and the broken look in her eyes wasn't something I can hold.

I hugged her immediately and I felt like she wish to scream her pain, but it wasn't possible yet. When your wife cry in your hug you will die of pain, when your sister cry in your hug you will be badly hurted, but when your mother cry in your hug you will wish to die but you won't, each tear will make you feel helpless and stap you but you don't die yet and even hell will be your heaven from that pain, and this is how I felt.

When I felt her bit calmer, I looked at her, how to describe what I see?? It's like she is on a cliff, standing on one leg, she can fall on the strong floor, she can be strong and tough, weep her tears and stand up, but what if she don't want that, what if she want to break down, what if she want to feel weak, what if she want to jump off that cliff, but simply not now, I am not the person she want to do it in front of him, not me.

Swara came back and she looked very miserable, I know what she will ask, she always do that, and for her and ma sake I will do it, maybe if it was any other secret I wouldn't, but right now I cant.

"this is ... a great ... kno .. kno... knowledge to know.. m.. mmm... ma. Please... ttt..take your... l..leave, I nn...nneeed tto sss... sssort my ... mind. Please take your leave"

I knew it. Whenever swara face something her mind can't hold, she asks for a break, sometime to think, to accept and act, and hell yea this was something she wouldn't take easily. Shome ma wept her tears and stood strongly, I believe I did the same, I would want to see sanky, but if he is sleeping I am helpless.