I hope you're happy now.
Wherever you may be.
Some place with some person.
I know now that it was never me.
Why was I so stupid?
I wish I hadn't been.
Because even after all this time,
It's still too hard to pretend.
To pretend that I'm not breaking inside.
To pretend that I'm just fine.
To pretend I don't still love you.
That was always my biggest lie.
I wasn't even a part of you world,
Yet you made up all of mine.
I shouldn't have let you in.
I put my heart out on the front line.
Your presence still plagues me;
It doesn't matter how hard I try.
I just can seem to shake you.
I'm sorry that I wish to die.
I hope you're happy now,
You've finally gotten away.
But if I saw you one last time,
What would you possibly say?
Would you regret leaving me?
Would you regret making this mess?
I know I was never good enough.
I could never pass your test.
You always seemed so genuine,
But turns out you were a total fraud.
You had me completely fooled
And for that I must applaud.
Now pictures of you make me sick.
I've literally lost my mind.
I can't stand you anymore.
Peace is like Hell to find.
I wonder if you've changed at all.
I wonder if you even care.
Why do I waste my time with you?
All other persons beware.
Beware of unrequited love.
Beware the broken heart.
Beware the empty pit of despair.
Please don't fall apart.
Don't end up like me.
The darkness is sure to win.
It won't be long now.
The numbness has already set in.
I hope you're happy now.
I know I'll never be.
I hope you're happy now.
I know it was never me.
