Who. What. When.

T H E S T R A I G H T B U D D Y

I kinda forgot about him. He's one of my friend and I had a crush on him. Rick. Tall, green eyes, ginger and an incredible smile.

I invited him over once, one of my friend was my neighbour so she came too to watch a movie. "This is not a love story". When the movie ended, she went back home and I slept with Rick. We hugged a bit... And I had like always.. a nymphomania spike. I wanted sex. I really wanted to be touched, kissed, hugged real tight and more if possible.

But no. It's wrong and I love him. I can't do that...

I just hugged him tighter and he said

"Tu veux m'embrasser c'est ça?"

I looked at him and blushed...

Crap... What should I say, what should I do...

"Oui... Mais je sais que t'es hétéro, te force pas pour moi"

How all of those words came out of my mouth... Shit....

"Allez, mais juste une fois"

Whaa-..t?

I climbed on him and looked at him in the eyes and said...

"Je veux vraiment pas te forcer. Je sais que t'es pas homo et que t'aime pas ça. T'es pas ob-...!"

Before I could finish my sentence, he grabbed my arms and our torsos touched each other.. We were only wearing briefs and I felt his crouch against mine... It felt so good and so weird.. I blushed but said nothing.

He gently touched my chin and pull my lips on his.. A shiver ran down my spine. My crush is kissing me. I answered to the kiss gently, I didn't expect it to go further.

But I felt something trying to fit in. It was his tongue... I didn't think twice. I just opened slightly my lips to let him put it inside. That was amazing. The time froze.

[What is happening? You feel so good. It's warm and bubbly. Bleh.]

{Go away. Not now.}

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