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Well, well...

Who is Thomas?

I don't know. This is not my real name and I'm not gonna say it here. If my real friends read this "story", they'll know who I am. If my best friend read this, she knows who I am. She knows all of me. Quite.

In seven days, it's my birthday. I'm going back home on the 29th. I'm spending two weeks in Italy. When I'll get home. I'll go back to Belgium for two weeks.

I really want a surprise party... It might sound stupid but I never had one and I truly want one.

I imagine my best friend inviting me over, but we're not going at her place. We're going at Natura's place. I wasn't expecting it, everyone is here:

Maddy is dancing barefoot on the table, Stark is watching the sky through his telescope, Natura is looking at a snail climbing on a tree, Hugh is arguing with Sean about the last great movie they saw, Harry is just standing in the corner of the room... He's handsome but, I'm not interested. Before I can see the rest of the others, Luna jump on me and hug me really tight and Candy come slowly toward me while dancing to hug me too...

God... It feels so good... Everyone is here. I'm smiling.

There is a big space cake full of strawberries on the table, I'm sure Jesse, Candy and Luna made it. Always wanted to try a space cake, but with strawberries it's even better!

I'm so happy, I missed them so much.

But let's get back to reality.

I'm outside, sitting on a chair on my balcony. I can see the city's light far away next to the sea... I can see the street just under the balcony... I hear the cicadas... Two cars driving down the alley... Then, the silence. So lonely...

All the sound we can hear now are the cicadas, a bit of wind and my loud taping on the keyboard.

*Tuc tictictictic TAC tictictic tuc*

Hhhh...

I don't have any followers, none of my friends are reading this story yet... I think I'm gonna do the tag "50 things about me" all alone.

Let's go?

1) My real name is not Thomas

2) I'm 17 in 7 days.

3) Right now it's [23/07/2017 - 11:47 PM]

4) I live in France

5) I have a lot of friends but it feels like I have 3 or 4 friends... But I know all of my friends like me.

6) I'm sitting alone on the balcony writing this.

7) My sister and her boyfriend are having great sex right now.

8) My parents too.

9) I truly need affection. From a boyfriend.

10) I don't have a boyfriend.

11) I'm gay. Homosexual/Panromantic.

12) I wanna transform and be Genderfluid. I'll stay gay.

13) I don't really like going out with bisexual people... They keep going with the other gender at the end.

14) I love sex and being a slut.

15) I hate sex and being a slut.

16) I slept with a douzen of guys.

17) No one ever made me love.

18) It hurts.

19) I did a discoloration but my hairs are black so it failed.

20) A strand of my hair is now light brown.

21) If I had enough money, I'll change my hair color everytime I cut them.

22) I really want to cosplay right now.

23) I love cosplay but due to the lack of money, I can't do cosplay.

24) I love big ass fantasy dragon shit cosplay.

25) I really want to make up right now.

26) I don't have any make up tho.

27) I really want to be a girl right now. Just be.

28) I LOVE Large sweatshirts. Like, LOOOVE.

29) I always hide my left hand in my sleeve and let the other hand come out. I don't even know why.

30) I love music. I could not live without music.

31) If there was no music in the world, I will create music.

32) I don't really like my life.

33) I hate myself.

34) I hate being slacker and selfish.

35) I love fishing.

36) I am really patient when I am doing something I like.

37) I hate slow people. Like... HUUUUUUH MOVE COME ON.

38) I eat at 0.0001mph. I'm so slow omfg.

39) I love eating. I could do it all day.

40) I don't eat that much.

41) It really annoys me because I'm always hungry. Like I wanna eat but it just doesn't fit.

42) I really likes anime.

43) I didn't watch many anime.

44) I like being a slut on night time. But I don't like having real sex.

45) I always say that sex is great, that I love having a big cock in my ass... I don't. It hurts as hell. I love them long but not too large. Hugh's dick is perfect. But we didn't have sex.

46) Everytime that someone with a fat cock fuck me or go to fast, I bleed. Just a bit but I bleed and it sucks.

47) I masturbate too much. Yesterday I may have masturbated 10 times. My dick hurts.

48) I always say that my dick is 15cm/4.5 but actually, the last time I measured it, it was only 14.5cm.

49) I do like suck cocks.

50) I love soft sex with hugs, kisses in the neck, gentle touch and sweet words.

BONUS: I like being called a slut while making love and after a slow penetration, when it's rough.