Trying To Get It Right

Two

Back to school it was and it was almost over. We were preparing for finals and I couldn't wait for summer. But this year Jake was graduating. I tried not to get myself too worked up about it but I was really nervous. These past two years with him have been absolutely wonderful but I'm going to miss him so much.

His family doesn't have much money so he's just going to a community college after high school. One around here so that he doesn't have to move anywhere. Which is awesome for me but I don't know what I'm going to do at school.

There won't be anymore secret trips to our mansion. No more kissing in the hallway. No more lunch with the one I love and yes, I do love him. Very much. God I'm going to miss him so much.

Hey baby. How are you? Jake asked through our connection.

Great, and you? I laughed to myself remembering our connection.

Why are you laughing? He asked wrapping his arms around me through the connection.

At first he wasn't that good at showing his emotions and talking through the connection but he got much better at it the more we were together.

Nothing I just forgot we could do this. I said rearing my head around and kissing him on the lips in our connection.

I actually want to kiss you. Like right now. He said squeezing me.

I opened my eyes and realized that I needed to get up and get ready for school. I was still laying in my bed and had been for about ten minutes.

My bedroom was all white with one hot pink wall on the wall that my bed was on. I had a queen sized bed and a dresser with a matching night stand and they were all black. My bedsheets are a black and white pattern and my curtains are all white with a grey stripe and then a thick black stripe at the bottom. 

I rubbed my eyes and looked at the clock. It was 6:30. School starts at eight. It's about a thirty minute walk. 

I should be ready in like thirty minutes.

Great I'll see you outside then. He sent me a smile and left. I could litterally feel his presense leaving me. It was almost an empty feeling and for a second, I almost cried.

I quickly hopped out of bed and ran for the bathroom that was attached to my bed room. My booty shorts and t-shirt for pajamas slipped off quickly as I turned on the water to scolding hot. Once I was out I blow dried my thin hair quickly and grabbed a ponytail holder.

I tied up my hair in a messy but stylish way and threw on a baseball syle t-shirt and boyfriend style shorts with rolled up bottoms. I put on some no-show socks and my gray vans and ran downstairs.

"Good morning Dad." I said giving him a small kiss on the top of his head.

"Good morning my cub. How are you? You seem like you had a good night sleep." He laughed as I jumped around the kitchen getting a bowl, milk, and Frosted Flakes. 

"Eh, you could say that." I laughed to myself as I ate quickly. "I'm going to hang out with Jake after school today. Is that alright?" I asked him with my black backpack in hand.

"I guess. But be home early, we have somethings to discuss." 

"Alright. Bye!" I said as I walked out the door.

"Have fun and be safe." He said sternly.

Now, most girls would be worried about a remark like 'we have somethings to discuss' but I was way to happy to worry about anything.

The second I closed the door behing me Jake came around the corner of my house and wrapped around my waist from behind, he was about to talk but I put my finger up to my mouth.