Abusive (asanoya)

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Nishinoya's POV
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I woke up at 5:45 am, to my annoying ass alarm. I looked around my room at the bare white walls and my hardwood floors. I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes and got out of bed, doing a few stretches and going into my bathroom.
I looked in my dirty ass mirror and started up the shower, waited for it to get hot then stripped down and got in. Starting on my hair I took my shampoo and rubbed all throughout my scalp making my hair smell like strawberries and then washed the rest of my body, turning off the shower and drying off. I blow dried my hair, making it fall flat on my forehead and I took my favorite hair gel, spiking it up to look normal and started to get dressed. A normal dark green shirt and some ripped black skinny jeans, with some black shoes. I grabbed my bag, homework, charger, and phone. I took a deep breath and opened the door, seeing my father. I shrunk down even farther than I was before. My dad was the complete opposite of my mom, he stood 6'6 (yes I used feet fight me)
(Lucy_Heartfilia_198 : what the neck Autumn!?)
He was dark and brooding, he grabbed me by the hair and threw me down the hall, making me land on my bad arm. He crouched down and glared at me. "Worthless piece of Gay GARBAGE!" He screamed at me as he beat up my already bruised arm. Screaming until my throat is raw wasn't fun.
" I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY!"
"You should be...faggot."
Tears streamed down my cheeks as I bolted up and ran out the door, I didn't want to be there anymore! I don't want to!
I ended up outside of the gym, I heard volleyball being tossed, and spiking. Asahi is probably in there.. I felt my cheeks heat up.
He wouldn't care what's going on...
I felt like crying again....
I turned my head into the crack in the door, and made eye contact with Asahi. My blush deepened and tears fell again.
He doesn't care
He doesn't care
He doesn't care
He doesn't-
"Nishinoya? What's wrong? What happened to you?" He said softly as he grabbed my injured arm. Pain shot through me like a bullet and I pulled my arm away, tears dropping more.
"N-nothing's wrong Asahi....I-I'm fine.." I said hoping by some miracle he believed me. He looked inside, back to me, my arm and then grabbed my other arm and took me into a bathroom and locked the door and looked at me, he looked extremely concerned.
"Noya...don't look away from me.. talk to me... what's going on." He said as he rubbed his thumb on my temple.
"A-At home... m-my dad he..."
"He what?" Asahi said looking at me.
Just say it Noya..
"He beats me... constantly! Calls me faggot! Gay! All those names! He doesn't even seem to care! And yeah! I'm gay! W-who's to s-say I c-can't...?" I looked down, tears falling again. Asahi smiled a charming smile and wrapped me up in a hug, kissing the top of my head.
"Oh Noya...that's just the way God wanted you to be...perfect~" I gripped his shirt and cried into his chest, his stroking my hair softly until I couldn't make tears anymore. I took a shallow breath and looked up at him.

"A-Asahi.. I need a favor.."
"What?"
"Please....can you kiss me." I said slowly. His face turn red and he looked confused
"Why?"
"Because when I kill myself I won't regret anything...." I choked out.
I looked up and saw that he was crying.
"Why would you do that...why?! After everything that's happened?! You deserve to live more than anyone of us! Live for us Nishinoya! Live for the team.....live for me... please"
I felt awful and a deep depth pain, I hugged him tightly.
"I won't live long in that house Asahi... please..."
"You're living with me..."







"O-okay..."

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