EMOTION

Chapter 1: PAST LIFE

Jonghyun stares at the girl in front of him with a cold look. He actually won't believe what he just see, he knows some people already talked about her but he ignored it. That's because he loved her so much.

Although now, it doesn't matter anymore. He can't accept this. She's cheating on him with another man!

"So.... This is your new boyfriend?" He asks with a cold tone.

"Jonghyun......" The girl just stand there, she's approaching Jonghyun but Jonghyun taking a step backward, away from her. "This isn't..."

"Stop. I just need an answer. Who's the one that you choose now? Me or him?"

Deep inside, Jonghyun still loves her. He knows he's still too young for her, but he really loves her. He seriously wants to be with her. He doesn't want anyone else, just her. But now, he caught her kissing and dating someone else behind his back.

"Jonghyun, listen to me first...."

"I don't want to!" Jonghyun almost screams. He's really frustrated with this kind of situation. He wants to shout, he's mad but also sad. This is really breaking his heart. "Now choose, me or him!"

The girl just stay quiet for a while. Then saying, "I'm sorry....."

Jonghyun knows the answer already. She makes it clear when she grabs the other man's hand.

"Fine. I won't ever see you again. We broke up now. I hope you're happy with this!" Jonghyun turns his back and leave the place. She already shattered his feeling, she ruins his trust.

Jonghyun tries hard to not cry. He already promise to not cry after the lost of his sister. But maybe today is an exception. He raised his head up to the sky, the small box on his hand slipped through and falls to the ground.

Today is supposed to be the day where he gives this ring to her, to celebrate their 2 year relationship, but there's no use of doing it now. It's over.

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Jonghyun hugged his knees. A bandage cover up his left wrist.
He doesn't know what crossed his mind when he grabs the knife and starts to cut his left wrist with that knife.

Blood runs through the open wound on his wrist and luckily, Mrs. Jung -- the housekeeper in Kim's family -- found him before he lost too much blood.

Jonghyun remembered the way his mother screamed when she found out that he almost died.

His father was shocked. He thought Jonghyun still sad about the death of their sister. It's not only because of that, but also the fact that Bora left him and cheated on him with someone else.

He always gave Bora all his attention, he bought her what she wants, he tried to be the best man to her, aside of the fact that he's younger than her. But seems like she's not that serious with him.

He feels stupid. He should just listened to Minhyun when Minhyun said to find another girl. He was too blinded by love.

A knock on the door disrupt his thought.

"Jonghyunie," it's Minhyun voice. He open the door and enters Jonghyun's room slowly, "are you okay now?"

Jonghyun nods.

"Can you do the practice now? The other members are waiting for us."

Jonghyun wipes away the tears from his eyes and raised from the bed. "I'll try."

Minhyun comes to Jonghyun and sit next to him. "Come on, don't be sad."

Jonghyun stares at Minhyun, his eyes are red because he starts to cry again. He suddenly hugs Minhyun, he buried his head on Minhyun's chest.