Monday
7-24-17
I need to change myself, but I don't know how. I need to change the way I am, because it hasn't gotten me anywhere good. I need to change but I don't know how. I don't know what to do. Well I do, but I don't know how to stop myself kinda. It's confusing, plus I don't know if I want to stop. Like I do. I actually do, but I don't know. Maybe I am addicted? I sure hope not. Plus, I am not the complete "victim" anymore, because I became more confident so I have gotten myself into it some of the time. Ugh, I do want a relationship, I think. Like I really do want all of the good things that come out of relationships, but at the same time, I think I have given up on them. I think maybe I am too lazy? Or I have just, given up on the other person and myself. Expecting to get hurt, and expecting them to leave anyway. I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe it's just all in my head.
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HororI don't know why I'm doing this. THIS ISN'T FOR ATTENTION. I guess I just need stuff off my chest. I don't know how this is going to be different from my bio, but eh.
