The smoke clears and I can see what I have done. What he had done. 'Stops' and 'Nos' parted my lips, and he didn't stop.
Yes, this was online, and yes, I truly cared for him, but he wouldn't shut up about what he wanted me to do to him.
He kept going and I feel
Dirty.
I feel
Violated.
So I blocked his ass and deleted every message and I cleared my brain of this filth that he bestowed upon me.
I feel like I'm wrong but why would I feel bad for cutting him out?
I don't know either.
