Guns & Roses

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

Jason's POV

I hated myself, I ruined any chances I had with Azalea. I hit her when she needed me the most and I didn't believe her plus I cheated on her. She won't talk to anyone, she won't come out the guest bedroom, and she won't make eye contact with me. I feel like shit and I deserve every minute of it, I hurt this beautiful girl.

Anger surged through me but not at anyone, it was towards me. I got up off the bed and walked down the hall to the guest bedroom where Azalea has been sleeping. I started to just walk in but I thought against it, I knocked on the door softly. No answer. I sighed and opened the door, I don't know why I was expecting her to answer.

“Kitten? Can we talk?” I asked softly, the room was dark and she was laying on her side but I could tell she wasn't sleeping. “Kitten, please.” I pleaded.

“Ok.” She muttered and I almost didn't hear it. I walked into the room closing the door behind me. I sat beside her on the bed and went to touch her cheek but she flinched away from my touch. Way to fucking go Jason. “Please don't touch me.” She muttered.

I cringed at her words. “Kitten, I know what I did is unforgivable but I want you to know that I love you.” I said looking at her but she wouldn't look at me she kept her gaze on the sheets. I sighed and walked out of the room, leaving her there.

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It's been two fucking weeks and she still won't come around, she barely leaves the room. I was fed up with it, I was angry that Nate would do that to my beautiful kitten, I was angry at the bar tender for letting me have those shots, and most of all I was angry at myself for doing that to her. I turned this once strong girl into a weak and fragile flower. I walked into her room and she looked startled at my hastiness. “Raise your shirt let me see.” I snapped.

She was trembling but she got out of the bed and slowly raised her t-shirt, it was the ASAP Rocky one from when we went shopping. The bruises were becoming faint but it still hurt to see them and the way she trembled in my presence made me want to die. I couldn't take it anymore. I broke down I fell to my knees in front of her and let the tears fall. I held on to her legs and she didn't know what to do.

She slowly rubbed the back of my head muttering kind words. “Shh Jason, it's going to be alright.” She cooed, leading me up off the ground and towards the bed. “Everyone makes mistakes Jason, it just takes a while for people to move on from them.” She muttered as she pulled the blanket over us.

I hesitantly wrapped my arms around her waist and looked at her for approval. “It's alright Jason.” She said looking at me in the eyes. It was the first time in two weeks that she had looked at me and she was letting me hold her. I snuggled my face in her hair which smelled of Chaz's shampoo- I don't like that- and I gently held her against my chest.