Dear Cupid

I'm only Human

Recap:

"It's going to be alright" I heard him say

"NO IT WON'T" I sobbed loudly "No one wants me! Even death didn't take me!" I struggled in his hold but he kept his grip on me. Damn his strong but still i continued to thrash in his arms. "I'm so pathetic! I thought I'll be over him but clearly I'm not! I feel so foolish for hoping! I feel so hopeless!" I gripped his shirt and continued to cry "Why can't I be happy with someone? Why do I have to be so alone?"

I looked up to him "Don't I deserve to be with someone?" I asked him weakly, my tears flowing down "Don't I deserve to be loved?"

"You do" he bent over and claimed my lips into a searing kiss

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Startled, I couldn't move as his lips devoured mine.

My body went rigid in his hold as my mind was taking its sweet time to recover. His lips were soft and sweet. The kiss tasted like bliss, passionate yet gentle. So different from the kisses with Ethan.

The moment he tried to part my lips to give him entry for a whole new level of an assault. That's when my mind reeled in and snapped out of its fantasy. I was kissing a total stranger! Using all of my fragile strength, I pushed him away, finally breaking free from his hold.  I balled up my hand and landed a solid punch on his face.

"Damn it!" I curse as the cuts on my wrists got aggravated and started to bleed again. Just my rotten luck, it seems I won't die from self-harm but from punching a pervert pyscho in my hospital room.

Great security they have here.

"What the fuck was that for?" he growled at me "Excuse me?!" I snapped at him, the nerve of the whacko "You're the one who kissed me! I don't even know you!" my head starts to feel light "Damn it..." I close my eyes and lean back against the wall "How could the security let a pyscho in here... the..." my voice slowly slurred "Hate... this..." then everything went pitch black for me.

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I don't know how long I've been out when I finally came to my senses. The room was so bright, I figured it was morning so I may or may not have been asleep for a couple of good hours. I blinked several times until my iris got used to the light. Slowly I opened my eyes. The first thing I noticed was that the psycho was still there along with another man wearing scrubs.

'Great he has an accomplice working in the hospital' I thought with an inward grunt before pretending to sleep again, glad they didn't noticed me. I have no plans of facing Mister Psycho Perv in my current conditions. Getting killed because of him would take away all of my dignity, the traces and broken parts of it.

Still I couldn't help but eavesdrop on their conversation, I might get something useful to help me know why Psycho's here and maybe something to help protect myself. A girl gotta do what a girl gotta do for survival.

"Go home already Will" the man in scrubs told psycho 'Will' Will? Nickname for William? Doesn't fit him. He's more of an evil sorcerer than prince charming. "No! I'm fine Cal" Psycho 'Will' tells man in scrubs 'Cal'. Stubborn idiot! Go home already so I can get the hell out of here!

"You're not fine!" Cal argues. Good call Cal! He looks like a zombie, a good-looking zombie. "You've been here since she woke up two days ago" Two days ago? Stupid idiot made me miss half of the school week! "You haven't gone home to take care of yourself!" Yikes! He's still wearing the same clothes I last saw him wear.

"I don't care Cal!" Psycho 'Will' yelled at Cal. What a slob! And he should know better than to yell at a hospital with a 'sleeping' patient. "Don't yell! You'll wake her up!" Cal chastised and the douche seemed to get a better hold of himself and looked remorseful. Serves you right! Ha!